i am in monk mode so its probably pent up sexual energy haha

simply manifesting itself in my words

It happens

I saw a Buddhist monk watching porn in a bus

Well, indirectly. It was an YT vid

The lizard brain

To be honest because I only engage in the beginning of relationships, I appreciate the chameleon behavior for what it is, it still constitutes the most effort you will get out of her

i think my limit is about 4 months after much experimentation. i started having thoughts of killing those who wronged me after that. very dark i know.

everyone had these thoughts at least once in their life

i dont understand how mike tyson went 5 years celibate. that would explain his killer nature in the ring.

but hmm that doesn't sound healthy

it's like your shadow self wants to get out

not related to @shadowlessnexus at all

going celibate makes the gym more interesting

@hel pls explain

Why you gotta mention me for that

@hel I agree, the intensity triples at least. plateaus also come by less often. I think it is because of the density of nutrients in the semen that is preserved from lack of ejaculation.

so that you would ask me why

I don't think most men r naturally or environmentally truly wired for real monk mode... they should seriously look into dolls n such...

supposedly the body reabsorbs the nutrients in the sperm and uses it for bodily growth after a certain length of time.

^ nofap science

This sounds like voodoo

or like tao sexual energy stuff

actually

zinc

but that's about it

I have viewed the dark recesses of my mind through celibacy, I never knew I could change with something so simple.

Consider it a way to master your lizard brain

I don't know on one hand people say jerking off is good for you, and on the other hand refraining from it is good for you

@Robin song I'll give you that celibacy does promote deep introspection

Depends on the person

There's a reason why fighters don't do it tho

I consider it another form of cuckery, however controversial this may sound right now

every champion fighter went celibate for at least 6 weeks before a fight

Watching better men perform

they probably still do now. the ones that arent jumped up with drugs anyway

@hel lol u still talking about the gym?

Idk just like anything that is so common that kind of thing depletes your energy and porn probably fucks your brain up tho

distraction, maybe a means to keep you docile

i was severely addicted to porn and masturbation at one point

@Sigma porn does fuck with your mind