Message from @Robin song
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You were just saying she basically chameleoned you right
Oh I thought you meant now. Read that wrong
she then capitalizes on your interest and simply mirrors the words and actions that you present to her, increasing the trance she places you under, as she milks your semen with her hole, strengthening the connection even more.
This reads like a bad erotica
i am in monk mode so its probably pent up sexual energy haha
simply manifesting itself in my words
It happens
I saw a Buddhist monk watching porn in a bus
Well, indirectly. It was an YT vid
The lizard brain
To be honest because I only engage in the beginning of relationships, I appreciate the chameleon behavior for what it is, it still constitutes the most effort you will get out of her
i think my limit is about 4 months after much experimentation. i started having thoughts of killing those who wronged me after that. very dark i know.
everyone had these thoughts at least once in their life
i dont understand how mike tyson went 5 years celibate. that would explain his killer nature in the ring.
but hmm that doesn't sound healthy
it's like your shadow self wants to get out
not related to @shadowlessnexus at all
going celibate makes the gym more interesting
Why you gotta mention me for that
@hel I agree, the intensity triples at least. plateaus also come by less often. I think it is because of the density of nutrients in the semen that is preserved from lack of ejaculation.
so that you would ask me why
I don't think most men r naturally or environmentally truly wired for real monk mode... they should seriously look into dolls n such...
supposedly the body reabsorbs the nutrients in the sperm and uses it for bodily growth after a certain length of time.
^ nofap science
This sounds like voodoo
or like tao sexual energy stuff
actually
zinc
but that's about it
I have viewed the dark recesses of my mind through celibacy, I never knew I could change with something so simple.
Consider it a way to master your lizard brain
I don't know on one hand people say jerking off is good for you, and on the other hand refraining from it is good for you
@Robin song I'll give you that celibacy does promote deep introspection
Depends on the person
There's a reason why fighters don't do it tho
I consider it another form of cuckery, however controversial this may sound right now
every champion fighter went celibate for at least 6 weeks before a fight
Watching better men perform
they probably still do now. the ones that arent jumped up with drugs anyway