Hobbies.

building and putting stuff together that i can physically see and creat

That is your hobby then.

like electronics assembly or electro-mechanical

Mechanic

Robots.

Perhaps data center activity something for you?

I know a framer who has two prosthetic legs.

Robot maintenance

stuff like that would support the military, if I got into an Aerospace defense, or something like that

Sigma, you are setting up barriers for yourself, man.

assembling robots would be cool

I can't work unless I'm on caffeine

i despise work

We're throwing options at you and everything is "no" "i can't" "they won't want me"

how so?

also, i'm clumsy as fuck

apparently it's a symptom of high-functioning autism

makes sense

i always hated that

I see, i like to focus on a a few different options

MGTOW are now in charge of feminists

based on what i want to do...I know I like working with my hands, so lab tech, warehouse, and assembly are good

There's a site that outlines computer science courses available online from schools like MIT.

I've been applying to those

I tried to share but I'm not allowed. I'll DM you if you want.

I'll go back to school for biotech, but I want to have a fresh start if i ever go back to college

You were dead the minute you were born, everyone hates you, romance doesn't exist etc. what do you have to lose, you have nothing to be afraid of.

maybe do a 2 year degree in electronics or biotech

if not I'll do a trade, like electrician

carpentry or masonry would be cool too

moocs

i always wanted to work in a gym

When it really comes down to it, you are who does the job. Nobody else is there to come in and save you, and then leave you to do it again. Apply for the jobs you think you can do, work that resume accordingly for each application, and do your best when they hire you to learn and do it right.

ideally apprenticeship program, paid training in a trade

i love gym machines and shit

Try to learn hidroponics. You will going to need when next recession comes

gym maintenance is fun as fuck too

@Roxgor I'd love to be a personal trainer

same here dude

They don't pay well tho