Message from @4d69636861656c

Discord ID: 500747428136484865


2018-10-13 17:26:55 UTC  

No way.

2018-10-13 17:27:07 UTC  

Look who arrived...

2018-10-13 17:31:14 UTC  

....wait what?

2018-10-13 17:32:11 UTC  

there two different dudes? how does that work

2018-10-13 18:26:55 UTC  

i wish i didnt have so many damn health problems

2018-10-13 18:29:24 UTC  

stop wishing start fixing

2018-10-13 18:29:41 UTC  

unless it's something chronic

2018-10-13 18:36:01 UTC  

...

2018-10-13 18:36:29 UTC  

it is not fixable

2018-10-13 18:37:20 UTC  

what is it? sorry for prying i'm just curious

2018-10-13 19:02:23 UTC  

Anyone in the Seattle area? Careful lads.

2018-10-13 19:03:40 UTC  

nope

2018-10-13 19:10:28 UTC  
2018-10-13 19:10:33 UTC  
2018-10-13 19:10:50 UTC  

I'm so excited to not give a fuck about women for the next year.

2018-10-13 19:10:58 UTC  

Any tips for doing monk mode right?

2018-10-13 19:11:21 UTC  

I plan on focusing entirely on nutrition, exercise, sleep, programming, reading and blowing off steam with shooting/board games/video games.

2018-10-13 19:11:29 UTC  

are you starting it at some specific time

2018-10-13 19:11:29 UTC  

I am going to go hard in the paint!

2018-10-13 19:11:30 UTC  

Meditate.

2018-10-13 19:11:37 UTC  

Yes, I am starting now.

2018-10-13 19:11:46 UTC  

Any specific resources for meditation?

2018-10-13 19:12:57 UTC  

Oh ... no links.

2018-10-13 19:12:58 UTC  

I'm going extreme in my schedule (0500 wake up, meditate/stretch/yoga, hygiene, work, exercise, code, game/read/chill).

2018-10-13 19:13:19 UTC  

You can DM me.

2018-10-13 19:17:28 UTC  

@machtyn Sounds like a decent plan. I would just keep in mind that any time that you try to quit or avoid something you are picking the hard way. I find it much easier to just look at something from an overall perspective and realize that while something may have some alluring characteristics that you have decided that taken as a whole you just would rather choose differently.

2018-10-13 19:26:14 UTC  

@Lilu Well the only real habit I want to quit/modify is nutrition. I’m pretty solid on everything else. Once I find my “thing” I’ll go balls to the wall and master it.

2018-10-13 19:26:29 UTC  

Not banging for a year doesn’t seem to painful honestly.

2018-10-13 19:27:52 UTC  

Can I upload pictures

2018-10-13 19:28:19 UTC  

Ffs

2018-10-13 19:30:38 UTC  

I've been in monk mode since the first Clinton Administration.........the hardest part is when you "like" or "endear" for a girl you know.....and she doesn't match your values, your likes, where you are going........and you know "deep down" pursing her, or playing "game" with her is going to break your heart in the end.............or derail you......and she goes on with her life.....and those "what if" times can and do 'sting'

2018-10-13 19:32:26 UTC  

Sounds like you guys been together for quite a while.

2018-10-13 19:33:55 UTC  

Oneitis?

2018-10-13 19:35:20 UTC  

After becoming a Christian around the age of 40.............I quit porn (viewing) and quit "strip clubs" too. The sexual dreams came back with a force like I had in my twenties......and interestingly enough.......my creativity, my work ethic, and drive to "be better" came back too. I can't remember when.....must have been when I was leading a Boy Scout Troop.......on a camping trip somewhere in the Sierras here in California..........I just decided that "next time I decide to get involved with a girl...she's a Christian in word and deed....she isn't into "game" or "games" and she likes me for what I have and what I can do.....not an image of what she "expects" me to do.

2018-10-13 19:35:54 UTC  

I've been monk mode for 12 -15 years solid but on and off pretty much my whole life.

2018-10-13 19:36:26 UTC  

It got easier after that. Going monk is hard, and it wasn't my "choice" to. It was the hand that was "dealt" in the end, and after the "whining" I figured I had to play it the best I could. All in....balls deep. What a lucky thing indeed.

2018-10-13 19:36:34 UTC  

Yeah, to be honest those Christian women and actually the Christian religion is cucked now.

2018-10-13 19:36:52 UTC  

Overall yes Dag will agree with you

2018-10-13 19:37:05 UTC  

Sometimes I see women that get flirty with me and my dick wants me to do something about it but my brain knows that nothing even remotely beneficial can come from it so I just walk away.

2018-10-13 19:39:34 UTC  

I was never a ladies man, and I used to get so "jealous" of Chad and his ilk or guys that had this "natural" game........but at my age, I also saw them with STD's, saw them get anally raped in "family court" and their only bragging rights now are "what they WERE at 25"