If you need to chat to us, do so, and if you need some dollars I bet a few people can scratch some coin together for you

but thanks to HHH and mgtow, you're not completely alone

i can't tell you how much this means

i'm really struggling but im glad im accepted here

No one's really accepted, but you can Accept yourself.

i can explain the situation if people want to know. i feel like if i explain it all it could doxx me cuz i dont know of anyone whose had my situation but i dont really care right now

no one here is gonna doxx you bro

yeah

Just keep it to voice chat and change names

Sam......it's cool here

might feel easier to type it

@ZODD could you upload the pic of Maou-sama in the anime babes channel? I'd like a copy

That you use for your avatar

brb

i'm in Eugene, Oregon

alright, do i type out my situation?

Up to you bruh

basically i just dont have the ability to keep up with my medical issues

im kinda in panic mode and distracting myself with whiskey/weed

i've had surgeries from 5-23

my situation was so particularly extreme that i had to go to Germany for surgery twice

I'm from California

holy crap

so whats the situation with your insurance?

yeah. I had large metal bars in my chest from 2008 - 2013

i was a cyborg

xD

All the metal, none of the benefits huh

lol. yeah. i still have the bars.

far out man

i was born with an extreme indentation in my chest. my parents were told by my family doctor that the best thing to do would be to operate on me while im 5 years old. so, i had to get surgery at UCLA.

my surgery was delayed a week literally because mexicans who crossed the border to get free medical assistance pushed my shit back. i dont know if that affected the overall outcome but it happened.

i was operated on by a very old doctor, he was 80+

he put a corrective metal bar in my chest which created a massive scar. the indentation was removed as the bar pushed my chest out. i looked relatively normal despite the extreme pain i went through and my dad constantly screaming at me to stop being a pussy

my dad then died that same year from an aneyurusm

so everything was fine until i went through puberty

wow Sam

i grew tall quickly and the indentation reappeared, much worse than it was originally

the case was considered so extreme that 5 doctors in the united states told me they could not help me

doctors in LA, San Diego, Virginia and Texas

does it have any medical impact? like does it cause you to stop breathing right or what happens?