I'd consider going public\

make a vblog

this is probably all because of the failed surgeries on me as achild that werent supposed to happen

get people to tag you on celebrities

and youtube channels

@Sam Amari Yes, if nothing works... and you cannot afford it... absolutely sue or go public or both.

Let's see... For how long you can hold on financeally? Without selling your equips?

it was found that the surgery that was performed on me when i was 5 was absolutely the worst thing to have done to me. which has put my chest in a sort of permanent stasis. i have no semblance of pectoral muscles.

@The Tradesman Do you need certs to be a draftsman?

What did they do? Did they take muscle away?

Why can't you just learn and get a gig.

ive considerd telling this story to people but i really dont want to creat ea permanent rfit with my mom and sister. but, if the rift is already there... idk

@Shaunuss I'll put more than my foot in the door 😄 YA KNOW WHAT I AM SAYING.

i have no feeling in my entire chest. the feeling of the metal bars that were in there for 4.5 years still are there, even tho they've been removed

idk man im a fuckin frankenstein

@Shaunuss Are software engineers real engineers? 😄

@Sam Amari you own nothing to them, bro. NEVER apoligises

have you read my whole storey Kazemaru?

@Sam Amari How are you financially? Do you have debts, own your car, have a job currently? I would think with IT exp you could be making 65-75k/

give me a sec guys gotta stop fucking crying like a bitch

@Sam AmariI did, but I must say, you are in the guilty phase now

@Sam Amari You're ok man.

@The Tradesman You could do Electrical to Electrical Engineer in US.

Sam it looks like you have a grasp at least of humilty and gratitude......noble......and praiseworthy.....but at this moment, in your reality you are going to have to accept right now it's pretty bad. Understand that things will change with your relationship with them.

@Shaunuss Jordan Peterson says to clean your room, biiiiiiiitch

@A-B rebel Do you even lift bro?

i think one of the most stinging things is that my friend killed himself 2 months ago and my mom said something so fucked up

@machtyn Idk about Australia. My only experience is in Fabrication, Oil & Gas, etc.

@A-B rebel 75k starting out as apprentice and 85k by joyurneyman

@A-B rebel Contact local electrician unions.

@The Tradesman I was fucking with you. 😄

i mentioned to my mom "wow, no one even knew Matt was suicidal, like no one has any idea" and my mom was like "wow hes the opposite of you; you always talk about it but never do it"

@Sam Amari here, go watchsome ASMR video on YouTube. Watch until you sleeps. After you awaked, you will feel more rational, and will know what to do

@The Tradesman Eh... have you met some people in the US?

@Sam Amari Yeah, she wants you to kill yourself dude. No doubt about that. You've "ruined" her life. I guarantee you that's what she's told others. You didn't ask for this pain.

@Deleted User I love Pakistan.

if you love it so much why don't you marry it 😉

Jesus Christ... none of these women are attractive.

@Deleted User haha

@The Tradesman Yeah you'd like to fuck some punjabi incest cunts wouldn't you? 🤢

You are all racist.