Message from @machtyn

Discord ID: 500830556401958942


2018-10-14 00:38:41 UTC  

fuck man, i just want to be able to work and afford my health problems but it seems its just over

2018-10-14 00:38:55 UTC  

is there no way you're able to afford it if you're making 70+k and living in a reasonable area?

2018-10-14 00:38:56 UTC  

It's not over

2018-10-14 00:39:00 UTC  

its expensive even with my insurance man. talking like at least 500 dollars a month

2018-10-14 00:39:06 UTC  

I bet

2018-10-14 00:39:15 UTC  

and i got into a car accident so my insurance rates are higher too

2018-10-14 00:39:20 UTC  

Dude that is still manageable.

2018-10-14 00:39:26 UTC  

no DUI or anything, but yeah, raised my insurance

2018-10-14 00:39:27 UTC  

You got this!

2018-10-14 00:40:00 UTC  

What exp in tech do you have and are you on the coast or like midwest?

2018-10-14 00:40:12 UTC  

well right now im in a city where i know no one but my uncle. it was sprung on me today that i will not receive any help any more with my insurance. my mom and sister want me no where near their hometown. which is where all my irl friends and support are

2018-10-14 00:40:15 UTC  

You could move to a cheaper area and make enough to pay it.

2018-10-14 00:40:21 UTC  

im in Eugene, Oregon right now

2018-10-14 00:40:27 UTC  

i'm from San Luis Obispo, CA

2018-10-14 00:40:38 UTC  

THIS SHIT IS HAPPENING IN THE MOST LIBERAL AND PROGRESSIVE CITIES?

2018-10-14 00:40:44 UTC  

@Sam Amari no.... Dont sue her

2018-10-14 00:40:56 UTC  

the liberal progressive shit only helps women and non white people

2018-10-14 00:41:05 UTC  

if you're a white male, fuck you basically

2018-10-14 00:41:06 UTC  

i wasnt ever considering suing her man. i would rather have my mom and sister peacefully in my life. but this shit is insane.

2018-10-14 00:41:33 UTC  

yeah man. that's the irony of my life. i'm a white male from a nice town so people assume i have a nice life, meanwhile my entire life has been medical issues and things that make it impossible to make a real trajectory toward a good career

2018-10-14 00:41:49 UTC  

@Sam Amari Definitely reach out to local, state and federal government for support in this.

2018-10-14 00:41:51 UTC  

also im 29 and look 18

2018-10-14 00:41:58 UTC  

i get carded buying a LIGHTER

2018-10-14 00:42:00 UTC  

I'd consider going public\

2018-10-14 00:42:06 UTC  

make a vblog

2018-10-14 00:42:11 UTC  

this is probably all because of the failed surgeries on me as achild that werent supposed to happen

2018-10-14 00:42:19 UTC  

get people to tag you on celebrities

2018-10-14 00:42:27 UTC  

and youtube channels

2018-10-14 00:42:28 UTC  

@Sam Amari Yes, if nothing works... and you cannot afford it... absolutely sue or go public or both.

2018-10-14 00:42:35 UTC  

Let's see... For how long you can hold on financeally? Without selling your equips?

2018-10-14 00:42:38 UTC  

it was found that the surgery that was performed on me when i was 5 was absolutely the worst thing to have done to me. which has put my chest in a sort of permanent stasis. i have no semblance of pectoral muscles.

2018-10-14 00:42:50 UTC  

@The Tradesman Do you need certs to be a draftsman?

2018-10-14 00:42:52 UTC  

What did they do? Did they take muscle away?

2018-10-14 00:42:56 UTC  

Why can't you just learn and get a gig.

2018-10-14 00:43:12 UTC  

ive considerd telling this story to people but i really dont want to creat ea permanent rfit with my mom and sister. but, if the rift is already there... idk

2018-10-14 00:43:49 UTC  

@Shaunuss I'll put more than my foot in the door 😄 YA KNOW WHAT I AM SAYING.

2018-10-14 00:43:53 UTC  

i have no feeling in my entire chest. the feeling of the metal bars that were in there for 4.5 years still are there, even tho they've been removed

2018-10-14 00:44:08 UTC  

idk man im a fuckin frankenstein

2018-10-14 00:44:19 UTC  

@Shaunuss Are software engineers real engineers? 😄

2018-10-14 00:44:32 UTC  

@Sam Amari you own nothing to them, bro. NEVER apoligises

2018-10-14 00:44:52 UTC  

have you read my whole storey Kazemaru?