Message from @BlaqShiep

Discord ID: 502741658589200394


2018-10-19 07:12:41 UTC  

because despite the shit he's been through, two failed marriages, recovery from several serious accidents... he has held it together and still owns and lives in his own house worth over 300k

2018-10-19 07:12:52 UTC  

but it's just sad to see him reaching the end of his life and knowing it

2018-10-19 07:13:22 UTC  

at this stage of his life, he says so much stuff that's exactly mgtow/redpilled in nature

2018-10-19 07:13:25 UTC  

Hey forgive me if im offensive, thats really not be goal... But isnt there a time in life where youre just ready to go? Especially if youve done a lot mof awesome stuff

2018-10-19 07:13:29 UTC  

he even said he is just going his own way now

2018-10-19 07:13:30 UTC  

i always think about it bro, i was already crying after my breakup, but being divorce raped

2018-10-19 07:13:42 UTC  

everybody's gotta go at some point. it sounds like hes had a long and good life. and thats great

2018-10-19 07:13:52 UTC  

blaqshiep he talks a lot about how he sees no point to his life anymore

2018-10-19 07:14:07 UTC  

in his mind he probably is ready to go]

2018-10-19 07:14:14 UTC  

Theres gonna come a time for, for sure, where i will not want to prolong it

2018-10-19 07:14:25 UTC  

he's still relatively self sufficient

2018-10-19 07:14:32 UTC  

Wont kill myself, but just like let go ya know

2018-10-19 07:14:40 UTC  

but he can't do the things he once loved to do. Now he just watches TV and reads a lot

2018-10-19 07:14:43 UTC  

And its ok... For me ill be like 60-70

2018-10-19 07:14:51 UTC  

Yeah see

2018-10-19 07:15:15 UTC  

be okay with dieing, just keep yourself occupied till the moment comes

2018-10-19 07:15:15 UTC  

Thing is man I still love him, my niece still loves him, he's a well loved and respected man

2018-10-19 07:15:30 UTC  

I wouldn't wanna live like that... But once yoi accept that yoi dont really have a need to miss life

2018-10-19 07:15:34 UTC  

I wish he was still physically capable

2018-10-19 07:15:45 UTC  

I'd love to have taken him fishing

2018-10-19 07:15:51 UTC  

Nah i wouldnt do that

2018-10-19 07:15:56 UTC  

This isn't your practice life

2018-10-19 07:15:58 UTC  

He can feel that

2018-10-19 07:16:02 UTC  

unfortunately

2018-10-19 07:16:09 UTC  

He can feel that you want him that way

2018-10-19 07:16:20 UTC  

well Shaunuss, we don't know that

2018-10-19 07:16:28 UTC  

Just respect him for the life hes lived

2018-10-19 07:17:03 UTC  

Id do whatever you could to not make him wish he could do this or that

2018-10-19 07:17:09 UTC  

But to go fulfilled

2018-10-19 07:17:41 UTC  

That's how i wanna go... Fulfilled. I did good. Wasnt perfect... But it was good

2018-10-19 07:18:22 UTC  

Does he play cards?

2018-10-19 07:19:16 UTC  

I don't say any of this kind of thing to him

2018-10-19 07:19:27 UTC  

I just let him monologue and remind him that he's done heaps for me and that I appreciate it

2018-10-19 07:20:11 UTC  

Yeah... Its like that

2018-10-19 07:21:05 UTC  

Spending time is good. Id say frequency is better than length

2018-10-19 07:21:27 UTC  

Do you guys fear death?

2018-10-19 07:21:49 UTC  

Depends... Most of the time no

2018-10-19 07:22:02 UTC  

But kinda because im not fulfilled

2018-10-19 07:22:08 UTC  

I think there are worse things to fear..

2018-10-19 07:22:12 UTC  

I know im not ready

2018-10-19 07:22:25 UTC  

60-70 diff story