And its ok... For me ill be like 60-70

Yeah see

be okay with dieing, just keep yourself occupied till the moment comes

Thing is man I still love him, my niece still loves him, he's a well loved and respected man

I wouldn't wanna live like that... But once yoi accept that yoi dont really have a need to miss life

I wish he was still physically capable

I'd love to have taken him fishing

Nah i wouldnt do that

This isn't your practice life

He can feel that

unfortunately

He can feel that you want him that way

well Shaunuss, we don't know that

Just respect him for the life hes lived

Id do whatever you could to not make him wish he could do this or that

But to go fulfilled

That's how i wanna go... Fulfilled. I did good. Wasnt perfect... But it was good

Does he play cards?

I don't say any of this kind of thing to him

I just let him monologue and remind him that he's done heaps for me and that I appreciate it

Yeah... Its like that

Spending time is good. Id say frequency is better than length

Do you guys fear death?

Depends... Most of the time no

But kinda because im not fulfilled

I think there are worse things to fear..

I know im not ready

60-70 diff story

I think my attitude will be similar to my dad's

I'll reach the twilight years of my life and wish I could still do what I did earlier

I am okay with dieing, but even with no sense of purpose, i would still fight to the utmost to live as long as possible capable of doing things

You want to find purpose

I can give you a key

thats what life is about

be occupied with giving your life a purpose

It has to do with your subconscious

Going into your cave

Mapping yourself like its a foreign object

Then using your neocortex to plan out the best route, what supplies youll need

The thinking part of your brain is less you thay the subconscious

Than*