I don't say any of this kind of thing to him

I just let him monologue and remind him that he's done heaps for me and that I appreciate it

Yeah... Its like that

Spending time is good. Id say frequency is better than length

Do you guys fear death?

Depends... Most of the time no

But kinda because im not fulfilled

I think there are worse things to fear..

I know im not ready

60-70 diff story

I think my attitude will be similar to my dad's

I'll reach the twilight years of my life and wish I could still do what I did earlier

I am okay with dieing, but even with no sense of purpose, i would still fight to the utmost to live as long as possible capable of doing things

You want to find purpose

I can give you a key

thats what life is about

be occupied with giving your life a purpose

It has to do with your subconscious

Going into your cave

Mapping yourself like its a foreign object

Then using your neocortex to plan out the best route, what supplies youll need

The thinking part of your brain is less you thay the subconscious

Than*

When neocortex aligns with, will power over emotions (mamillian brain), and subconscious self...

You're perception vastly changes. You think less in language... You sense more in yoir environment

I call it enlightenment

your thoughts are really abstract

you probably want to explain mindfullness to me

Well its less of an action like meditation

Meditation will help strengthen the bond

The subconscious is in an abstract realm. You have to go there

Why do you prefer this to that? The answer a large amount of the time is, i dont know, i just do.

i think if you would formulate your meditations more structured and analytical i'd probably agree

but i don't like this language trying to depict that you are free in roaming within your feelings

Also, i must disclose... Sharing this info doesnt make me a hypocrite... It does unfortunately make me weak... But i am not where I'd like to be in relation to what i knos

Hmmm

I know that i respond to that more than analytical, but noted

You are a prisoner of your feelings to the most part. Your unique trait as a human is your consciousness that can develop strategies to influence your emotional reactions

I respond to allegory better than a direct lesson

See thats the thing

About humans