60-70 diff story

I think my attitude will be similar to my dad's

I'll reach the twilight years of my life and wish I could still do what I did earlier

I am okay with dieing, but even with no sense of purpose, i would still fight to the utmost to live as long as possible capable of doing things

You want to find purpose

I can give you a key

thats what life is about

be occupied with giving your life a purpose

It has to do with your subconscious

Going into your cave

Mapping yourself like its a foreign object

Then using your neocortex to plan out the best route, what supplies youll need

The thinking part of your brain is less you thay the subconscious

Than*

When neocortex aligns with, will power over emotions (mamillian brain), and subconscious self...

You're perception vastly changes. You think less in language... You sense more in yoir environment

I call it enlightenment

your thoughts are really abstract

you probably want to explain mindfullness to me

Well its less of an action like meditation

Meditation will help strengthen the bond

The subconscious is in an abstract realm. You have to go there

Why do you prefer this to that? The answer a large amount of the time is, i dont know, i just do.

i think if you would formulate your meditations more structured and analytical i'd probably agree

but i don't like this language trying to depict that you are free in roaming within your feelings

Also, i must disclose... Sharing this info doesnt make me a hypocrite... It does unfortunately make me weak... But i am not where I'd like to be in relation to what i knos

Hmmm

I know that i respond to that more than analytical, but noted

You are a prisoner of your feelings to the most part. Your unique trait as a human is your consciousness that can develop strategies to influence your emotional reactions

I respond to allegory better than a direct lesson

See thats the thing

About humans

If you knew how vastly different my perception is to yours we wouldn't speak to eachother lol... That goes for all of humanity

You can find like minds... But we are not the same

im open for someone trying to change my beliefs, tho i am a firm believer that we are not free in our decisions.

I vastly prefer an allegory than to the "main lesson" its purported to convey

for me human behavior is a mix of biological instinctual behavior and coping mechanisms

Yeah i dont want to change, but if i can make you aware of something you weren't before thats good

I see, especially know, it through the lens of the triune model of the brain

I am still an Agnostic simply because it would not be reasonable to say a higher being doesnt exist

Reptilian, mamillian, and neo cortex