well...

@shadowlessnexus For work, I do.

i think i have no real other choice but to go to rehab

For?

weed and alcohol

Do it up.

Change your life.

^

well, i have no idea if i can at this point

as has been mentioned ive been cut off from my mom who is helping me essentially stay alive and afford my expensive medical bills

i dont know how else to get her support still. and i just can fucking be homeless man. im a target. ive had so many surgeries and am so weak. i cant be homeless

*cant

fuck

just take it one step at a time man

thats all we really can do

k well that means nothing but k

what i mean is go to rehab. start improving your life now

meh. no one cares. im a man. lmao. stacy gets more support on her instagram pics then i get literally screaming for help

We can't solve your problems, unfortunately dude.

You haven't gone public with this on social media so you can't really compare.

If you truly go public with this you probably will get support.

lets be real here. he still right tho. stacy could get 50k for a broken finger

For sure.

cuase bobos

bro if i were stacy id be on chaturbate right now. but im a 6/10, deformed, life-long scarred up surgery having male

holy shit that was a bad butchering of words

im the exact type of male that even other males go "yeesh, well, fuck that guy"

" Yeesh, Well, fuCk that Guy "

thanks man. you're a great guy.

@Sam Amari well look man. if you want help thats cool and all. but dont be insufferable about it

Look, dude the more time you spend here chatting with us, the less time you spend on becoming a new you. To become a new you, you gotta destroy the old you. YOU ARE NOT A VICTIM.

lol what do you know about my life?

what you've told us

you think victims don't exist?

I know nothing.

bro, i cannot do ANY physical job. i have literally no pectoral muscles. i was under the knife in Germany for almost all of the formative years my friends were getting internships in college.

@Sam Amari look man. i feel for you. but if you keep this up with the pity party thing and the disrespect im going to do something about it

what?

what do you mean?

I was raped when I was a kid, I was put under the knife and couldn't walk properly for a month, I tried to end my life. Yet, I'm still here and I never asked for help. When I asked for help, people fucking didn't care or acknowledged me in any way. You gotta start by helping yourself first then others will help you. I'm sorry there is no other way. But you gotta man the fuck up. Excuses are like assholes, everybody has one.

i understand and appreciate the "you just gotta help yourself" and "one step at a time" i just literally do not know what to do with said advice. im sorry, maybe im retarded. fuck