computer science too

and i feel envy for people who are good at math

You want free uni from military too?

i'm not good at it or enjoy it but i do get by and enjoy solving things with math sometimes

i already went to to uni and have a degree

been working since 19

5 years now in the field

Yeah. Same.

you a natural grinder

yes

Doing my trades since 18.

this is motivating to read

but i regret not getting a harder degree or a masters or even phd

killing it @The Tradesman

since i'm stuck in a hedonistic mentality

I could enter the adf as a tradesnan, but I'd be doing menial work.

computer science is fun

@hel that's part of the problem man... i feel no motivation and have no goals anymore. I feel so fucking flat.

@shadowlessnexus fuck yeah it is

I'm a qualified inspector in my field, but no one's hiring me because of my age.

black pill-like mentality

So, I'm stuck as a tradie.

ok

1 seco

@The Tradesman it's because you're talented and young... i've had the same issues... especially being a white dude in tech... no one wants to hire me over ANYONE else.

i interviewed three times at google and amazon

lol

passed all technical interviews

CompetIng with pajeets.

never heard back

@hel I love this channel. checking it out now.

"rAciAl DiVerSity"

What about startups? You could grow with them.

"GenDEr DiVersITy"

@The Tradesman yeah i am debating moving there now but right now i am stuck in a unique role so i am "trying out" different roles within technology every 3 months so i can see what i like doing more

it's actually pretty cool my company went for it

i am a highly paid intern basically - moving around and digesting what everyone does

then in 2020 they're going to offer me a few roles based on performance and such

I so wanna rewatch fight club

i've worked in penetration testing, systems engineering, db admin, storage admin, devops, back-end dev/admin, compliance, security ops, etc.

it's such a good movie