Quote: "She isn't yours, it's just your turn" (Reality of hypergamy and monkey branching)

BUT there are a few who consciously choose not to be

and even then people change. she may decide to not even bother trying. etc

As far as manipulation goes, they do it unconsciously. It's basically hardwired into their biologt

biology*

"all of them have it in them" is right... And the ones I don't trust are the ones who pretend "it" isn't in them which is 99%

They are master manipulators

They have a wicked anti-male streak in them naturally

They'll never admit it but it's latent

not innate but latent

It's part of their birthright

It's part of their birthright

That's why I don't trust women who say "oh not me". YES you

That's the dark side of me I want to know-- the innate and the latent, those parts of you that come up and bite you in the ass just at the most inopportune moments

Keep digging deep

I've been digging since 1998

Meditation is a good tool for that

meditation feels amazing, but for some reason it's so difficult to commit to. I don't know why

You could even be ahead of me, but you and I would probably be digging until we die

It makes me more realistic and more honest and not sincere... The more honest you are with yourself the more honest you'll be with others... meaning the more good AND bad things you're willing to see in yourself, the more of both you'll see in others

I agree with that

You start looking at things like projection

Someone pisses you off for doing something while watching them. Turns out you probably do the same exact thing

You could hate someone for no reason, but then later realize that person is just like you in a lot of ways

You look at that and you accept those qualities and start to respect that person a little bit more

Yep

Yep

Time to go work out now, I'll talk to you guys later

peace

Later

I'd love to work out today but too lazy and gonna hide from the Thanksgiving crowd tomorrow

And fuck chrismas in particular

yea xmas is just a special kind of hell sometimes

'Tis the season for the fakers (fa la la... and so forth). Show your wallets to the takers (fa... and so forth)..."

The most terrible time of the year

aight. im off to work

but ill be on the bus for a bit so ill still be around

when fixing your sleeping pattern, should you pull an alnnighter?

No i tried yesterday. it was a catastrope

i normally sleep at 4 am, and wud like to get up at 7

oh okay lol