feel? not anymore

Have unwanted feelings? Not anymore?

In pain? Not anymore.

sure you can fight through it. i did. im still alive. im not dying anytime soon.

People shouldn’t obsess over others choices about their own lives.

it sounds a bit counterproductive to me tho

why am i more morally superior to someone who was like naw fuck that

@shadowlessnexus don’t you see?? Suffer is an illusion. Our brain makes it look like there’s nothing else. That’s how powerful our imaginations are. THERE IS ALWAYS a different way. Find something worth living for most important something worth dying for

You're lying.

@CoffeeShopsHQ (Ardahan) why? because you think so?

Suffering isnt an illusion but it is a good thing.

@shadowlessnexus well i faught through it, too. Id just argue if i had known how bad it was and how long it would remain that way, i shouldve back when it started

again. your telling other people what to do when you arent them and you dont have to live through the consequences of their actions

Because i know so!! Suffering is temporarily like everything in life. NOTHING is for ever @shadowlessnexus

neither is life

@CoffeeShopsHQ (Ardahan) That's a lie.

@CoffeeShopsHQ (Ardahan) suffering is not allways temporary

@shadowlessnexus how do you know? Perhaps i was on suicide how do you know??

You can have a condition that lasts all your life.

@CoffeeShopsHQ (Ardahan) i was too. so what?

Then your suffering is forever.

@CoffeeShopsHQ (Ardahan) i suffered trigeminal neuralgia untreated for years. The rest of my life wasnt worth livign through that. period

i decided to live and i decided to climb out of the pit. i would not start again

@CoffeeShopsHQ (Ardahan) and if i didnt tell my docs what to do, it wouldve lasted for the rest of my life

if given the choice between die and start over from birth id rather die

Same.

does that make me worse a person to you then?

or is it the wrong choice?

Why not start over? 🤔

because ill still have all the same problems i do now

@Redneo but you are still here brother. No1 said living is easy. I’m glad you are here brother and i truly hope you continue to be here.

sounds refreshing to me

@shadowlessnexus Guaranteed?

yes

you want to know go check out my mgtow vid

Link?

@CoffeeShopsHQ (Ardahan) well yes i am. And as i said im fine mostly, but if i had the choice to live through that in exchange for what came after and is sitll ahead, i probably wouldnt.

id argue it would be the rational choice to have suicided back then

Sometimes i think why do i live? If i could make the choice to never exist i’d take it imidiatly. But i don’t... and i’m here so i got to make the best of it.

at least ina hedonistic framework which im operating from

do you have kids?