You can have a condition that lasts all your life.

@CoffeeShopsHQ (Ardahan) i was too. so what?

Then your suffering is forever.

@CoffeeShopsHQ (Ardahan) i suffered trigeminal neuralgia untreated for years. The rest of my life wasnt worth livign through that. period

i decided to live and i decided to climb out of the pit. i would not start again

@CoffeeShopsHQ (Ardahan) and if i didnt tell my docs what to do, it wouldve lasted for the rest of my life

if given the choice between die and start over from birth id rather die

Same.

does that make me worse a person to you then?

or is it the wrong choice?

Why not start over? 🤔

because ill still have all the same problems i do now

@Redneo but you are still here brother. No1 said living is easy. I’m glad you are here brother and i truly hope you continue to be here.

sounds refreshing to me

@shadowlessnexus Guaranteed?

yes

you want to know go check out my mgtow vid

Link?

@CoffeeShopsHQ (Ardahan) well yes i am. And as i said im fine mostly, but if i had the choice to live through that in exchange for what came after and is sitll ahead, i probably wouldnt.

id argue it would be the rational choice to have suicided back then

Sometimes i think why do i live? If i could make the choice to never exist i’d take it imidiatly. But i don’t... and i’m here so i got to make the best of it.

at least ina hedonistic framework which im operating from

do you have kids?

@shadowlessnexus link

(and, no, hedonism probably doesnt mean what you think it means)

@CoffeeShopsHQ (Ardahan) do you have kids?

@shadowlessnexus no! I don’t

aight then

if you want to die. thats on you. its your right.

if you want to live. thats also your right

we control our own lives. nobody else does. thats my stance

we all die anyway

I don’t know you guys, but i still care for you. Because I AM YOU, You are me in an ironic way. Trough live we learn that our differences come rather than what we all have in comon... we are made of the same materials we are all brothers

sure we are. but that doesnt give me the right to tell you how to live your life. or not live

ill present you facts and evidence and let you make your own decisions

@shadowlessnexus never! We can only show some1 a new door of oppurtunities. It’s the person that has to accept that there’s another choice. Sorry my intentions were not to tell you guys how to live

yes but thats also guilting them

...please...i need someone to tell me a path in life to take

@CoffeeShopsHQ (Ardahan) u know, i got my rib cage crushed by a car and got left to die in a ditch when i was small so im not the best from physical point of view, this damaged my heart,lungs and nerves. Later i lost sight with my left eye and my entire painter life dream with it. Some time later i lost my voice too. What doesnt kill us adds to our charm 😄

@SFM_2046 embrace ahri as the one true waifu

@SFM_2046 where are you located is the question