Message from @mixim

Discord ID: 521703946197401633


2018-12-10 14:03:55 UTC  

@mixim remember hammy

2018-12-10 14:12:50 UTC  

Ya

2018-12-10 14:17:04 UTC  

this is my meme no one steal

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/511428611727687690/521691828030799882/unknown.png

2018-12-10 14:17:53 UTC  

i got the gimp layers to prove it motherfuckers

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/511428611727687690/521692034902392857/unknown.png

2018-12-10 14:19:46 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/511428611727687690/521692508028272640/chrome_2018-12-10_12-43-40.png

2018-12-10 14:20:00 UTC  

breaths

2018-12-10 14:20:13 UTC  

no

2018-12-10 14:20:21 UTC  

get in music fag

2018-12-10 14:20:42 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/511428611727687690/521692741382701076/chrome_2018-12-03_11-39-21.png

2018-12-10 14:20:46 UTC  

im listening to all of nevermind for the 40th time in a week

2018-12-10 14:32:49 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/511428611727687690/521695793376133122/image0.png

2018-12-10 14:33:45 UTC  

bastard

2018-12-10 14:34:25 UTC  

O:

2018-12-10 14:34:38 UTC  

should’ve watermarked it

2018-12-10 14:36:07 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/511428611727687690/521696622199963680/unknown.png

2018-12-10 14:53:29 UTC  

yes

2018-12-10 14:53:57 UTC  

god im miserable

2018-12-10 15:04:17 UTC  

^^^^

2018-12-10 15:04:19 UTC  

Same

2018-12-10 15:04:41 UTC  

About to start smoking to kill myself sooner

2018-12-10 15:05:13 UTC  

oh word

2018-12-10 15:05:20 UTC  

sounds like a plan

2018-12-10 15:05:45 UTC  

@MooseMuffin good idea

2018-12-10 15:06:21 UTC  

i just want to see a fucking therapist

2018-12-10 15:07:19 UTC  

Pock, I'll probably will do that tbh
I don't think a therapist can help me sadly

2018-12-10 15:07:55 UTC  

i dont think therapy itself can help me either but drugs might

2018-12-10 15:08:30 UTC  

me2

2018-12-10 15:09:02 UTC  

I don't want to be reliant on pills

2018-12-10 15:09:26 UTC  

i really dont care about being reliant at this point

2018-12-10 15:09:33 UTC  

i just want to stop feeling like shit

2018-12-10 15:09:51 UTC  

I see

2018-12-10 15:10:14 UTC  

If you do get on it, tell me how that goes

2018-12-10 15:11:36 UTC  

ya I didn’t wanted to get put on meds so I never went to therapy

2018-12-10 15:11:56 UTC  

went to a psychologist once, but never again

2018-12-10 15:12:01 UTC  

ive been before but i stopped going because i didnt like the therapist

2018-12-10 15:13:13 UTC  

They wanted to put me on stuff but I was under eighteen and I wasn’t flat out telling them that I wanted to kill myself so it was a harder process for them to actually get me the medication

2018-12-10 15:14:12 UTC  

Never been to a therapist before, think it's kinda of waste of time

2018-12-10 15:14:34 UTC  

yeah

2018-12-10 15:15:11 UTC  

it was especially a waste of time for me because I don’t really talk to people that I’m not really close with

2018-12-10 15:15:47 UTC  

so in order for it to actually be effective, I would’ve had to be on meds

2018-12-10 15:15:51 UTC  

which I don’t want