Message from @MooseMuffin
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bastard
O:
should’ve watermarked it
yes
god im miserable
^^^^
Same
About to start smoking to kill myself sooner
oh word
sounds like a plan
@MooseMuffin good idea
i just want to see a fucking therapist
Pock, I'll probably will do that tbh
I don't think a therapist can help me sadly
i dont think therapy itself can help me either but drugs might
me2
I don't want to be reliant on pills
i really dont care about being reliant at this point
i just want to stop feeling like shit
If you do get on it, tell me how that goes
ya I didn’t wanted to get put on meds so I never went to therapy
went to a psychologist once, but never again
ive been before but i stopped going because i didnt like the therapist
They wanted to put me on stuff but I was under eighteen and I wasn’t flat out telling them that I wanted to kill myself so it was a harder process for them to actually get me the medication
Never been to a therapist before, think it's kinda of waste of time
yeah
it was especially a waste of time for me because I don’t really talk to people that I’m not really close with
so in order for it to actually be effective, I would’ve had to be on meds
which I don’t want
I can talk to random people but on the inside I'm dying
I can talk to people like this, but face to face I really struggle
I feel dumb
real dumb hours
Ya
Unironically I used to stutter pretty bad when talking to people irl
oof, that’s rough
I just get really red in the face
I feel like there is only one person who I can really be honest with
@MooseMuffin I was like that too, it really sucks
i lost my ability to talk for a week