Message from @canker

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2019-01-10 23:01:51 UTC  

>kike tablets

2019-01-10 23:01:57 UTC  

they help a lil

2019-01-10 23:02:07 UTC  

True what kind

2019-01-10 23:02:09 UTC  

They make the negative feel numb

2019-01-10 23:02:13 UTC  

citalopram

2019-01-10 23:02:18 UTC  

Benzo?

2019-01-10 23:02:24 UTC  

ssri

2019-01-10 23:02:35 UTC  

oh right one of my friends takes that

2019-01-10 23:03:04 UTC  

I used to take Lexapro or Zoloft but I decided to stop taking anti-depressants a year or two ago

2019-01-10 23:03:15 UTC  

I used to be on 13 pills twice a day for a couple years and it made me feel like a fucking zombie

2019-01-10 23:03:27 UTC  

jesus fucking christ why so many

2019-01-10 23:03:36 UTC  

I have a lot of problems

2019-01-10 23:03:44 UTC  

thats not good damn

2019-01-10 23:04:00 UTC  

That's the amount of pills a cancer patient takes :X

2019-01-10 23:04:27 UTC  

But now that im older ive learned that being face to face with those negative emotions and situations is the best way to learn and overcome hardships

2019-01-10 23:04:39 UTC  

were they all for mental stuff?

2019-01-10 23:04:45 UTC  

Most

2019-01-10 23:04:50 UTC  

are you skitzo

2019-01-10 23:04:55 UTC  

Naw

2019-01-10 23:05:35 UTC  

oh well nothing wrong with taking an anti-depressant I just don't like them because they made me into an emotionless zombie :X

2019-01-10 23:05:36 UTC  

Im not crazy or anything just a lot of trauma and branching issues from trauma

2019-01-10 23:06:13 UTC  

About four of the pills were for physical shit

2019-01-10 23:06:13 UTC  

idk if my stuff is from trauma or what

2019-01-10 23:06:38 UTC  

Like rosacea and such

2019-01-10 23:06:40 UTC  

i think i was molested but im not sure

2019-01-10 23:06:48 UTC  

Depression cannot be pinpointed most times @skap it comes on sporadically I assume that may happen with you?

2019-01-10 23:07:12 UTC  

yeah im like 99% sure im bipolar and my doctor thinks so too

2019-01-10 23:07:24 UTC  

Careful with that one

2019-01-10 23:07:34 UTC  

i havent had any psychotic episodes while ive been on these pills

2019-01-10 23:07:43 UTC  

whereas i was having one every 2 days or so before

2019-01-10 23:08:04 UTC  

Well that's good that means it sounds like they are helping

2019-01-10 23:08:11 UTC  

Doctors love to slap that on people cause it shares a lot of symptoms with other things but its really rare in men

2019-01-10 23:08:39 UTC  

I mean im no expert and im certainly not telling you what you are and arent but

2019-01-10 23:08:56 UTC  

idk i have all the textbook symptoms but it could definitely be something else

2019-01-10 23:08:58 UTC  

Dont let a diagnosis be the end all be all

2019-01-10 23:09:01 UTC  

yeah im not

2019-01-10 23:09:08 UTC  

im not actually diagnosed either

2019-01-10 23:09:11 UTC  

Ah ok

2019-01-10 23:09:37 UTC  

Thats good to hear that youre getting that help tho

2019-01-10 23:09:44 UTC  

yeah

2019-01-10 23:09:51 UTC  

Yeah well probably just let the doctors determine that and let them help you