Message from @Skull1Death

Discord ID: 533058033178116096

canker
2019-01-10 22:58:00 UTC  

Sounds silly but i didnt realize how bad it really is for you to bottle up your shit until now

Skull1Death
2019-01-10 22:58:13 UTC  

What's rick's username on here 👀

skap
2019-01-10 22:58:20 UTC  

@sam from jimmy neutron

Skull1Death
2019-01-10 22:58:25 UTC  

yeah I found that out lol

Skull1Death
2019-01-10 22:58:28 UTC  

Truuu

skap
2019-01-10 22:58:54 UTC  

lmao truuuu <:niggalol:531377822179262484> 👌🏿

skap
2019-01-10 22:59:05 UTC  

💯

canker
2019-01-10 22:59:30 UTC  

I wrote like a twenty page letter to my mom a bunch of shit i internalized my whole life and goddamn man that was freedom

canker
2019-01-10 23:00:07 UTC  

Shoutout to all my fellow mommas bois

skap
2019-01-10 23:00:14 UTC  

jew pill time

Skull1Death
2019-01-10 23:00:15 UTC  

lmao :

Skull1Death
2019-01-10 23:00:19 UTC  

😂

canker
2019-01-10 23:00:55 UTC  

She thought it was a suicide note at first and my whole mf family called me

skap
2019-01-10 23:01:15 UTC  

kek

skap
2019-01-10 23:01:25 UTC  

fuck i gotta refill my prescription soon

canker
2019-01-10 23:01:51 UTC  

>kike tablets

skap
2019-01-10 23:01:57 UTC  

they help a lil

Skull1Death
2019-01-10 23:02:07 UTC  

True what kind

canker
2019-01-10 23:02:09 UTC  

They make the negative feel numb

skap
2019-01-10 23:02:13 UTC  

citalopram

Skull1Death
2019-01-10 23:02:18 UTC  

Benzo?

skap
2019-01-10 23:02:24 UTC  

ssri

Skull1Death
2019-01-10 23:02:35 UTC  

oh right one of my friends takes that

Skull1Death
2019-01-10 23:03:04 UTC  

I used to take Lexapro or Zoloft but I decided to stop taking anti-depressants a year or two ago

canker
2019-01-10 23:03:15 UTC  

I used to be on 13 pills twice a day for a couple years and it made me feel like a fucking zombie

skap
2019-01-10 23:03:27 UTC  

jesus fucking christ why so many

canker
2019-01-10 23:03:36 UTC  

I have a lot of problems

Skull1Death
2019-01-10 23:03:44 UTC  

thats not good damn

Skull1Death
2019-01-10 23:04:00 UTC  

That's the amount of pills a cancer patient takes :X

canker
2019-01-10 23:04:27 UTC  

But now that im older ive learned that being face to face with those negative emotions and situations is the best way to learn and overcome hardships

skap
2019-01-10 23:04:39 UTC  

were they all for mental stuff?

canker
2019-01-10 23:04:45 UTC  

Most

skap
2019-01-10 23:04:50 UTC  

are you skitzo

canker
2019-01-10 23:04:55 UTC  

Naw

Skull1Death
2019-01-10 23:05:35 UTC  

oh well nothing wrong with taking an anti-depressant I just don't like them because they made me into an emotionless zombie :X

canker
2019-01-10 23:05:36 UTC  

Im not crazy or anything just a lot of trauma and branching issues from trauma

canker
2019-01-10 23:06:13 UTC  

About four of the pills were for physical shit

skap
2019-01-10 23:06:13 UTC  

idk if my stuff is from trauma or what

canker
2019-01-10 23:06:38 UTC  

Like rosacea and such

skap
2019-01-10 23:06:40 UTC  

i think i was molested but im not sure

Skull1Death
2019-01-10 23:06:48 UTC  

Depression cannot be pinpointed most times @skap it comes on sporadically I assume that may happen with you?