Truuu

lmao truuuu <:niggalol:531377822179262484> 👌🏿

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I wrote like a twenty page letter to my mom a bunch of shit i internalized my whole life and goddamn man that was freedom

Shoutout to all my fellow mommas bois

jew pill time

lmao :

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She thought it was a suicide note at first and my whole mf family called me

kek

fuck i gotta refill my prescription soon

>kike tablets

they help a lil

True what kind

They make the negative feel numb

citalopram

Benzo?

ssri

oh right one of my friends takes that

I used to take Lexapro or Zoloft but I decided to stop taking anti-depressants a year or two ago

I used to be on 13 pills twice a day for a couple years and it made me feel like a fucking zombie

jesus fucking christ why so many

I have a lot of problems

thats not good damn

That's the amount of pills a cancer patient takes :X

But now that im older ive learned that being face to face with those negative emotions and situations is the best way to learn and overcome hardships

were they all for mental stuff?

Most

are you skitzo

Naw

oh well nothing wrong with taking an anti-depressant I just don't like them because they made me into an emotionless zombie :X

Im not crazy or anything just a lot of trauma and branching issues from trauma

About four of the pills were for physical shit

idk if my stuff is from trauma or what

Like rosacea and such

i think i was molested but im not sure

Depression cannot be pinpointed most times @skap it comes on sporadically I assume that may happen with you?

yeah im like 99% sure im bipolar and my doctor thinks so too

Careful with that one

i havent had any psychotic episodes while ive been on these pills

whereas i was having one every 2 days or so before