thats not good damn

That's the amount of pills a cancer patient takes :X

But now that im older ive learned that being face to face with those negative emotions and situations is the best way to learn and overcome hardships

were they all for mental stuff?

Most

are you skitzo

Naw

oh well nothing wrong with taking an anti-depressant I just don't like them because they made me into an emotionless zombie :X

Im not crazy or anything just a lot of trauma and branching issues from trauma

About four of the pills were for physical shit

idk if my stuff is from trauma or what

Like rosacea and such

i think i was molested but im not sure

Depression cannot be pinpointed most times @skap it comes on sporadically I assume that may happen with you?

yeah im like 99% sure im bipolar and my doctor thinks so too

Careful with that one

i havent had any psychotic episodes while ive been on these pills

whereas i was having one every 2 days or so before

Well that's good that means it sounds like they are helping

Doctors love to slap that on people cause it shares a lot of symptoms with other things but its really rare in men

I mean im no expert and im certainly not telling you what you are and arent but

idk i have all the textbook symptoms but it could definitely be something else

Dont let a diagnosis be the end all be all

yeah im not

im not actually diagnosed either

Ah ok

Thats good to hear that youre getting that help tho

yeah

Yeah well probably just let the doctors determine that and let them help you

they arent gonna help me improve my life though

They help you get to a point of self help

just make me a bit less miserable

nah

Only you and you alone can do that but sounds like you have the determination

^

i dont think ill ever have motivation to do anything

Have you been tested for ADHD perhaps?

That comes from within fren

adhd is a fucking scam

Ye

Big time