depending on your definition of fucked up, i may already be lmao <:Thonk:512151852955992064>

I've been in entire communities of people who have become so reclusive that they literally cannot go outside anymore due to the extreme anxieties about it they've developed.

Most of the time they're beyond saving once they get to that point.

well damn, i aint that bad. in fact i actually did go outside today. walked to my aunts and back to visit with her and my grandma

That's good. I'm no psychic, but you seem like you're still pretty young.

Even just going outside 20-30 minutes a day is really good for you.

He is right

well, turning 21 in november, dont know if thats young relative to you or not <:Thonk:512151852955992064>

We as people are far too disconnected from this planet

Going outside and being with nature is a good way to get back in touch

I have sort of a toxic relationship with the outdoors, myself.

I enjoy it

I enjoy it too much.

When I was very young I lived almost completely off the grid

idk man, i really liek gluing myself to technology for 15 hours a day or so

The only thing we had was a phone line

Technology no bruno

I cause a lot of problems for myself and now that I live in the city I've been getting pretty stressed.

Cities are bad

Too many people

Too urban

Yeah. Nothing ever stops here.

I used to be able to get on my bike and be somewhere silent in 20 minutes.

Now I have to drive, and I have to go an hour or two.

Yeah that's not good at all

I hate towns like that

Here in bend is comfy quiet around 10pm

That and everyone is so careless and rich here. It frankly annoys me.

Used to be dead silent at like 7pm

Money corrupts even the purest of souls

I'm not exactly poor but like.

The lack of it

And the uh

Opposite

Both are bad

I went to get my bike repaired and the guy just did the repair without telling me how much it would cost first and getting my approval.

Yeah that's bs

That's just normal out here.

People are willing to pay that kind of thing.

I always ask people if they'd like to hear our room rates before making a reservation

Brb gotta close the pool