Miskyoko
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Mornning.
I lost contact with almost everyone I became friends with in the last year.
I refuse to share feet pics on principle.
>Join server
>Immediately get purged for inactivity
You could also go outside.
Outside is very nice.
Then take Benadryl or something.
Lots of people only develop allergies to being outside after being inside for a long time.
You can't build up a tolerance to something if you constantly isolate yourself from it.
I used to be like that, too.
I only really started going outside regularly after my depression got really bad.
Which is probably the opposite to most people with depression, now that I think about it.
Staying inside all the time works great until one day it doesn't.
The longer you put it off, the worse that eventual outside-ness is gonna be.
Plus I find that going outside regularly can help me relax.
My terrible allergies went away after like 2 weeks of going outside every day.
Nowadays I barely even get sick anymore.
Yeah, putting on some music and just walking in the woods is really peaceful.
Then walk around the city. I moved to a place not far from Seattle last week and I still find time to get outside.
Surely there's a park or something nearby.
No.
People who really go out of their way to stay inside get fucked up over time. I've seen it happen firsthand. I don't want to see it happen again.
I've been in entire communities of people who have become so reclusive that they literally cannot go outside anymore due to the extreme anxieties about it they've developed.
Most of the time they're beyond saving once they get to that point.
That's good. I'm no psychic, but you seem like you're still pretty young.
Even just going outside 20-30 minutes a day is really good for you.
I have sort of a toxic relationship with the outdoors, myself.
I enjoy it too much.
I cause a lot of problems for myself and now that I live in the city I've been getting pretty stressed.
Yeah. Nothing ever stops here.
I used to be able to get on my bike and be somewhere silent in 20 minutes.
Now I have to drive, and I have to go an hour or two.
That and everyone is so careless and rich here. It frankly annoys me.
I'm not exactly poor but like.
I went to get my bike repaired and the guy just did the repair without telling me how much it would cost first and getting my approval.
That's just normal out here.
People are willing to pay that kind of thing.
I mean, it's true that I was going to pay for the repair regardless. But I would've liked to know what it would cost first.
Maybe they assumed that as a bike owner I must have enough money for a minor repair.
My transition was the opposite.
When I got really depressed a couple years ago I started going on like 6 hour walks until 4AM in the winter.
During the day I'd lay on my bedroom floor and stare at the ceiling.
Yeah. I always wished I had someone to go with.
I got really lonely on those walks and my mind took me to very dark places.
That's why they were so long.
I would get so lost in my thoughts, next thing I know I'm a town over with no recollection of how I got there.
When I started biking it got even worse. I could find myself 30 miles away from home or more with no plan to get back.
Even this week I went on three 65-mile bike rides. One every day for 3 days. The route included over 2000ft of elevation changes and on the last one I was just numb to the pain.
For me, exercise has lost its purpose as a way to invigorate myself and reconnect with nature. It's now just another type of escapism.
If it's not too personal, what city do you live in now?
Yeah, I know where Saskatoon is. That's in Saskatchewan, right?
I live a few miles outside Seattle, myself.
I used to live in the American midwest and Seattle is like another country to me.
Off to a great start.
Kurisu is a good one. The problem with Tsundere as an archetype is that it gets used as just another avenue for wish fulfillment for the protagonist instead of a driving force of character development.
Well, uh, I guess I'll head out then. Have fun playing Overwatch.
It is, though.
You were literally using it less than 5 minutes ago.
Not much. I'm really noticing the lack of a VC text channel but I guess general is fine.
Cool.
I'm sitting in a chair and trying to avoid becoming sad.
I can't.
You're in a VC channel that has a max capacity of 1.
Welcome.
Hey, you got it right.
Most people call me Kyoko or Misky.
Cool, I can't change the volume of the bot or mute it. I'll be right back.
There we go.
Oh, we're posting cursed images now?
Hate to break it to you, but I'm kind of the queen of cursed images.
Minecraft anime vore.
I can stop whenever. I won't run out for a while.
Ham and mustard macaroni and cheese. https://media.discordapp.net/attachments/568689295875899393/596557861207801856/ham-and-mustard-mac-n-cheese-89410-1.png
Twinkie hotdog sandwich.
I'm muted because I assume you aren't interested in just hearing typing sounds and whatever random background noise is outside my apartment.
Well, like. I can't speak. So that's all you'd hear.
Correct.
I'd rather not talk about it. It happened a long time ago.
Aw.
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