It usually doesnt work out good

Like how?

They all already have friends

And when i go to sit with them I freeze up because im incredibly anxious and nervous

I end up looking weird

I understand

You have to embrace looking weird.

@Deleted User have you ever decided to talk to anyone about your anxieties?

Does your school have a psychiatrist?

No I havent

Im going to start seeing my therapist again though

I hear you

I just saw my therapist today

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@Deleted User nothing extreme has happened with you and you're strong anxieties has there?

What do you mean?

Self harm, suicide attempts, drug abuse, alcoholism, etc.

There is a lot of shit that happened in my childhood

Okay

Need a bf to dick me down real good

lol

It would make me feel better

Okay

Have you ask out that Swede yet?

Get all the dopamine and horomones rushing throu my head

@Deleted User no I havent been to school yet

Can't go back until thursday

Are you still being treated?

My blood tests all came back good

Yeah

My Xrays came back fine (except I have very minor scoliosis)

And my Echo Cardiogram came back normal as well

So were you sick?

The only thing we don't have the results for yet is the EKG

@Deleted User they think it was just a nasty virus

Those are bad

But I had to get those heart tests though

Because they heard a weird noise when they listened to it

And because of the chest pain

They think its nothing though

Offbeat heartbeat?