I hear you

I just saw my therapist today

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@Deleted User nothing extreme has happened with you and you're strong anxieties has there?

What do you mean?

Self harm, suicide attempts, drug abuse, alcoholism, etc.

There is a lot of shit that happened in my childhood

Okay

Need a bf to dick me down real good

lol

It would make me feel better

Okay

Have you ask out that Swede yet?

Get all the dopamine and horomones rushing throu my head

@Deleted User no I havent been to school yet

Can't go back until thursday

Are you still being treated?

My blood tests all came back good

Yeah

My Xrays came back fine (except I have very minor scoliosis)

And my Echo Cardiogram came back normal as well

So were you sick?

The only thing we don't have the results for yet is the EKG

@Deleted User they think it was just a nasty virus

Those are bad

But I had to get those heart tests though

Because they heard a weird noise when they listened to it

And because of the chest pain

They think its nothing though

Offbeat heartbeat?

No

They heard a "heart murmur"

Oh

And that can be completely harmless or really dangerous

Mine was harmless though

My kitty has a heart murmur :-(

My grandpa had one also

But he was still a basketball player and lived to his 70s

@Deleted User is it a bad one?

Damn

@Deleted User no