In every other way im a failure of a human

Whatever ways you think of yourself as a failure, you can find ways to succeed

Idk

Catboy

Im weak willed

You are not a failure

You can always improve yourself

^

Take it from me, I was incredibly isolated, depressed, and a failing student at my school a year or two ago. Now I'm getting extremely good grades in classes I had previously failed, and I developed a strong will to keep moving forward for people I love and miss

Im Not good with people

Ill talk to someone in class and it seems like were doing pretty good, but then outside of class they pretend like I don't exist

@Deleted User I understand this is very difficult of a task to do, but try to go to the people you like talking to. Trust me when I say it's hard, but if you don't wanna feel miserable, this is your best way.

I do sometimes

It usually doesnt work out good

Like how?

They all already have friends

And when i go to sit with them I freeze up because im incredibly anxious and nervous

I end up looking weird

I understand

You have to embrace looking weird.

@Deleted User have you ever decided to talk to anyone about your anxieties?

Does your school have a psychiatrist?

No I havent

Im going to start seeing my therapist again though

I hear you

I just saw my therapist today

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@Deleted User nothing extreme has happened with you and you're strong anxieties has there?

What do you mean?

Self harm, suicide attempts, drug abuse, alcoholism, etc.

There is a lot of shit that happened in my childhood

Okay

Need a bf to dick me down real good

lol

It would make me feel better

Okay

Have you ask out that Swede yet?

Get all the dopamine and horomones rushing throu my head

@Deleted User no I havent been to school yet

Can't go back until thursday

Are you still being treated?