I can't seem to find a psychologist or therapists who's not on the other fucking side of town and/or actually is qualified for me.

I desperately need to be something more but there's nothing there deep down, Nothing worth saving.

all the shit I care about is complete garbage, worthless, it's interesting to me but I'm probably an idiot since I can't even get laid or feel the warmth of something. there's no sense of being good around people.

I should just kill myself already,

Its fucking dumb

I tried for once last semester, I tried for once to "put myself out there" and all I got for it was a feeling that I was unable to relate to anyone.

and nobody seems any the wiser, and the girls I tried talking to now avoid me or look at me coldly, I wish they could understand.

I wish I could explain myself in a way that is different.

@Tabbot Suicide, mass murder, and terrorism are a great way express yourself and have people listen

https://www.politicalcompass.org/chart?ec=-0.75&soc=1.33 if you saw this chart what would guess the person is?

A right wing conservative.
seriously you have to be ancap tier to actually land on the right

On that test specifically

You have to be a real authoritarian to get above the authority line on that test

real shit except i got almost top left

the test def has a libleft slant but its not THAT hard 2 get auth

It's made by libertarians

Definitely

Read the descriptions on the website

It’s very clearly made by librights

US government moment

Yall wrong

No debating

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=r5tsEJgPn30

New sseth video is up

watched

https://youtu.be/lDK9QqIzhwk

Why is the thing where you wanna make yourself a cripple/amputee a mental disorder but wanting to cut your penis off isn't

Its pretty stupid to say that communists hate culture when they are the best at preserving it

DPRK has great korean culture compared to occupied korea

China has a lot of chinese culture

Soviet Union maintained a lot of great culture

What was done away with in these places was reactionary class culture like foot binding

The Soviet Union really had a culture of its own

All societies have their own cultures it’s not synonymous with any political structure

I was saying that the ussr has a different culture to most countries

I didn’t say anything about political structure

Russia still has it's own culture

It's just now like every other culture, influenced by the massive international market and the internet. All centered around the USA