The current sega

Im constantly struggling to not be my default self

Obviously im failing

what you're saying is you're holding onto your current self and that is what limits you

but i think there is an argument to be made for the difference between static existence and consistency

Yeah le meme man

I get that

Especially when you get fear of success

You step on your own fucking dick

@Deleted User Evolutionary you are unique. Personality wise? You're unique but you're "unique" in the way where you've just collected the building blocks of you from others

Fear of success hmmmm

I understand from an outside perspective im unique

However from my perspective

Im not sure

People tell me i have fear of failure, but i never agree with that. I've never thought about it like that

When i lost 25 pounds in two months

Went from weak fat

To chad fit and explosive

joined the marines and became a god

I fucked up almost like on purpose

I returned to old me

Its like when i know a girl is gonna say yes but i cant bring myself to ask

Subconsiously im comfortable having a goal to chase and the idea of achieving it is scary

Yeah it ties back to leaving your old comfortable self

And larping

I have a problem tho

And i dont know how to solve it

Its about changing your environment

make your bed

tidy your room

stop masturbating

Start by cleaning your roo

nvm

I fcking know that

Lol

Not that lazy

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https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lactate_shuttle_hypothesis

When u say u have a problem

@Dong