Forget about larping

I mean default me

Probably not

well

Evolutionary? Yeah

id say you are to an extent

all of us are

You are unique.

without other people we're just animals

there is no carbon copy sega with all ur experiences and stuff

There is not another version of you that is exactly the same, experiencing the same thing, at the same time, at the same place. You are unique

Because i would actually feel free and relieved if i knew that by default im just emulating a long long time of actions ive observed in this world

what about Earth 2 tho

Oh boy paralell realities

If i knew i was not unique at all

I could larp easier

And not worry about straying away from my default self

The current sega

Im constantly struggling to not be my default self

Obviously im failing

what you're saying is you're holding onto your current self and that is what limits you

but i think there is an argument to be made for the difference between static existence and consistency

Yeah le meme man

I get that

Especially when you get fear of success

You step on your own fucking dick

@Deleted User Evolutionary you are unique. Personality wise? You're unique but you're "unique" in the way where you've just collected the building blocks of you from others

Fear of success hmmmm

I understand from an outside perspective im unique

However from my perspective

Im not sure

People tell me i have fear of failure, but i never agree with that. I've never thought about it like that

When i lost 25 pounds in two months

Went from weak fat

To chad fit and explosive

joined the marines and became a god

I fucked up almost like on purpose

I returned to old me

Its like when i know a girl is gonna say yes but i cant bring myself to ask

Subconsiously im comfortable having a goal to chase and the idea of achieving it is scary

Yeah it ties back to leaving your old comfortable self