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But I'm over it idk if it was OCD cus idk u can just get over it but yeah
Are you autistic african
Oh
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>being orderly means you have a debilitating mental disorder
fucking jews
It wasn't orderly
It was like
Turn the door knob 7 times right and left or I get anxious
irrational anxiety about shit
yeah, I know
And my locker holy shit
This was in a fucked up time in my life too
I think it's ez to cultivate those things
Yeah exactly
I would seriously get tardies in middle school just so I could make sure I rotated my locker dial the right amount of times
you can learn behaviours and perceptions and shit
like, I've learned to percieve voices that weren't there before
when I was paranoid as shit doing meth
People self inflict schizophrenia
i knew someone who said he had MLP tulpas
his name was rammy
But yeah I think I just developed those things cus I was in a really fucked up situation for a kid that young to be in
I think OCD is wanting to be in control of things
over time I shaped my perceptions to make it easier to hear voices
Fuck dude
I think you can do shit like learn meta-behaviours
Oh yeah
that makes you susceptible to having irrational fears about things
i think you guys are missing the obvious solution here:
heroin
Most of my solutions for personal problems are just to do it
and make sure to take pics and glorify it for internet fame too
Like I had a bit of an insomnia spree so I just went to sleep
Like not bad just not being able to fall asleep for hours
So I was like "okay I'm just gonna go to bed fuck this"
And I did
I think the OCD thing is that some people are susceptible to it because of personality traits
and they can learn the meta behaviours that give you OCD
like you end up building these reinforcing mental circuits/structures