DIAGNOSED

AUTISM

It was mainly rotations and really specific shit

"self diagnosed"

I mean yeah I didn't wanna get diagnosed and waste my parents money

So maybe I didn't

fart in mic

But I did my research

And I've never actually told anyone

But I'm over it idk if it was OCD cus idk u can just get over it but yeah

Are you autistic african

Oh

"lmao i have social anxiety thats why i go out partying every night and live with 12 roommates but feel bad for me cuz one time i saw a cute boy i liked and was awkward around him, i mean we fucked anyway but plz anxiety is horrible how can i live like this donate to my patreon here"

>being orderly means you have a debilitating mental disorder

fucking jews

It wasn't orderly

It was like

Turn the door knob 7 times right and left or I get anxious

irrational anxiety about shit

yeah, I know

And my locker holy shit

This was in a fucked up time in my life too

I think it's ez to cultivate those things

Yeah exactly

I would seriously get tardies in middle school just so I could make sure I rotated my locker dial the right amount of times

you can learn behaviours and perceptions and shit

like, I've learned to percieve voices that weren't there before

when I was paranoid as shit doing meth

People self inflict schizophrenia

Tulpas

i knew someone who said he had MLP tulpas

his name was rammy

But yeah I think I just developed those things cus I was in a really fucked up situation for a kid that young to be in

I think OCD is wanting to be in control of things

over time I shaped my perceptions to make it easier to hear voices

Fuck dude

I think you can do shit like learn meta-behaviours

Oh yeah

that makes you susceptible to having irrational fears about things

i think you guys are missing the obvious solution here:

heroin