yeah, I know

And my locker holy shit

This was in a fucked up time in my life too

I think it's ez to cultivate those things

Yeah exactly

I would seriously get tardies in middle school just so I could make sure I rotated my locker dial the right amount of times

you can learn behaviours and perceptions and shit

like, I've learned to percieve voices that weren't there before

when I was paranoid as shit doing meth

People self inflict schizophrenia

Tulpas

i knew someone who said he had MLP tulpas

his name was rammy

But yeah I think I just developed those things cus I was in a really fucked up situation for a kid that young to be in

I think OCD is wanting to be in control of things

over time I shaped my perceptions to make it easier to hear voices

Fuck dude

I think you can do shit like learn meta-behaviours

Oh yeah

that makes you susceptible to having irrational fears about things

i think you guys are missing the obvious solution here:

heroin

Most of my solutions for personal problems are just to do it

and make sure to take pics and glorify it for internet fame too

Like I had a bit of an insomnia spree so I just went to sleep

Like not bad just not being able to fall asleep for hours

So I was like "okay I'm just gonna go to bed fuck this"

And I did

I think the OCD thing is that some people are susceptible to it because of personality traits

and they can learn the meta behaviours that give you OCD

like you end up building these reinforcing mental circuits/structures

I still have weird tendencies but they're actually rational and I don't feel like I'm gonna die if I don't do them

Yeah that's my step brother holy shit

I think these things are built up out of gene expression and receptor upregulation and shit

If he doesn't get EXACTLY 6 Oreos at night he freaks and just ways he does some things are very meticulous and unnecessary but he freaks if he doesn't do them rigbty

they take a while to build up

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/FOSB

there's things like this that control addiction and meta-behaviours

this thing is involved in crazy shit like place preference

like being in a particular place makes you want to do a particular activity

Can u message me that link please?