Message from @Praze

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2019-11-28 02:34:13 UTC  

The issue with being high functioning is that you're self-aware enough to know that your skill set is extremely asymmetrical. No matter how passionate you are at something, you feel like you're always at a disadvantage.

But you're also functioning enough that people expect you perform on the level of a normal person, and you will constantly have doubt applied to you and your condition because of your ability to function.

2019-11-28 02:34:46 UTC  

Yes my skill set is extremely asymmetrical but really that’s a hallmark of everyone who is highly intelligent

2019-11-28 02:35:07 UTC  

Not just autists

2019-11-28 02:35:13 UTC  

im against freedom of speech

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2019-11-28 02:35:19 UTC  

I know my skillset sucks in all areas

2019-11-28 02:35:30 UTC  

Not raising rabbits

2019-11-28 02:35:32 UTC  

My fine motor skills are crap. I feel like I'll never drive a car. I can't even cook or organise myself. I want nootropics because I feel like I literally need performance enhancing drugs to do things normal people can do.

2019-11-28 02:35:36 UTC  

Everybody must be given a name by the Church

2019-11-28 02:35:40 UTC  

none of this BS

2019-11-28 02:36:08 UTC  

Not cooking and organizing yourself is probably because you don’t have to. Some skills you won’t develop until you’re forced to

2019-11-28 02:36:09 UTC  

I think most people who aren't lemming and aren't extremely well socialized will always have issues with social situations in todays society

2019-11-28 02:36:22 UTC  

People don't get it.

2019-11-28 02:36:26 UTC  

this is good to not have to se blocked msg

2019-11-28 02:36:31 UTC  

I'm cackhanded, always have been.

2019-11-28 02:36:34 UTC  

I’m pretty sure you can learn to drive a car you just need to train your motor cortex

2019-11-28 02:36:56 UTC  

I reckon I could handle living alone, but it brings constant frustration to me that can't learn things everybody else already knows.

2019-11-28 02:37:23 UTC  

When I learned to drive it seemed super hard like I was trying to do 20 things at once. Eventually it became second nature and habit

2019-11-28 02:37:42 UTC  

I suppose. But people aren't as understanding.

2019-11-28 02:37:46 UTC  

i read that high iq people like 120+ starts having problems taking drivers licance the smarter there are how was it for you duck man+

2019-11-28 02:37:48 UTC  

?

2019-11-28 02:37:50 UTC  

They see you as a normal person who is just totally inept.

2019-11-28 02:38:22 UTC  

Yeah I think we all have similar brain mass so if you’re super high functioning in some areas you may have deficits in others. It’s like that for me

2019-11-28 02:38:35 UTC  

Because you are "functional", they'll assume you're just stupid, and accuse you of making excuses if you bring up your condition.

2019-11-28 02:38:54 UTC  

Life is about leveraging your strengths and being able to avoid or shore up your weaknesses

2019-11-28 02:39:06 UTC  

yea ikr ur as smart as my friend and he constantly messes up basic things to an extent that even i dont

2019-11-28 02:39:48 UTC  

Tfw can't be a mentat from Dune

Why even live?

2019-11-28 02:39:59 UTC  

Yeah in a lot of ways I was like the “absent minded professor” meme. My head thinking about abstract algebraic groups and forget to do something basic

2019-11-28 02:40:17 UTC  

weaboo when u feel down just go watch som hentai and ur energy will be trhow the roof

2019-11-28 02:40:35 UTC  

I feel like amps will fix this. I reckon they will but long term the side effects won't serve me well.

2019-11-28 02:40:37 UTC  

If you have a real problem get a diagnosis.

2019-11-28 02:40:43 UTC  

I am diagnosed.

2019-11-28 02:40:54 UTC  

my problem is that im to lazy

2019-11-28 02:41:00 UTC  

Amps don’t really have long term side effects if you take a moderate dose

2019-11-28 02:41:01 UTC  

i dont take drugs for it tho

2019-11-28 02:41:25 UTC  

Didn't get treatment tho, which, to be fair, no treatment would work for sombody as high functioning as me, but that's the issue, people assume that because I'm not in special ed, I'm totally normal.

2019-11-28 02:41:31 UTC  

Studies show it actually helps tour brain grow the neural pathways and habits and you’re better off later of you go off them

2019-11-28 02:41:33 UTC  

@fuguer Issue is the come downs.

2019-11-28 02:41:57 UTC  

Come downs are only bad like the first week or two you start medication