That encompasses a lot of things.

I have many questions that prevent me from following him fully. Trusting him. I have trust issues. So from that standpoint I guess you could say but I'm trying to satisfy my own needs.

A prayer engraved on a bell is "activated", for want of a better word, when the bell is rung.

I feel like if I understood several things better that I would be able to take away these pieces of doubt

If understanding an ineffable mystery were that simple, life wouldn't be as long as it is.

Life is horrificly short.

To God and to the Universe perhaps

But 70-80 years is still a long time.

I don't know the last decade has gone by for me in the blink of an eye

Whats the best channel to esoteric post in

off-topic

Welcome, Evola-boo.

Ebola was smoll brain

But thx

👀 👀 👀

Real esoteric posting hours

prots excited for esotericism, imagine my shock

>not being into lesser known ideas to be closer to God

yeah sure God wants you to get into the occult to get closer to him

just like the (((rosicrucians)))

Not really the occult

Prob shouldn't waste your time speaking of it here

Especially in general haha

Less angry, more frustrated

But anger is a legit emotion. God practices it regularly

>you're allowed to be angry with God

I mean, you can do whatever you want buddy. But probably don't be anrgy with the dude who died to save your ass.

You should read about Blessed Karl of Austria

Woah, you’re angry with God?

Nigga had every reason to be angry with God

Yet he was thankful beyond imagination

Your parents put you in this world. But when you were a kid and didn't understand why you were being punishing or told not to do something. You were angry. Even if you knew they were right.

God put you in this world.

If you want my recommendation, Ulf. I'd recommend taking a look at the Book of Job.

Life is a gift, not something you ask for

Same with Faith

I'd recommend thinking about how painful hell is gonna be

I understood why I was punished and I stopped doing the things that caused punishment

i.e, writing on the wall and being scolded to clean the wall

@MawLr changing your behavior doesn't change your feelings about it

I guarantee you that after being corrected your feelings change

But that’s conditioning more or less because the action you are doing is supposedly wrong by others