Message from @INNYGMATYK
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But breaking down the parts of things that make me feel bad - changing what I can in and around that chunk - and then making the next chunk my bitch, too, has helped me build stairs to crawl out from where I was.
But my staircase and your staircase are separated - I can only tell you how to lay the blocks.
You have to make them.
thanks
sorry but i dunno what to say
i need to think about it
No - it's okay man - I honestly don't know how to explain or if I gave you anything to work with.
Honestly, I have never dealt with anything *close* to your situation.
But in all of MY shit - and worst moments - I've found the only way to keep climbing is to convince yourself you have to - and to remind yourself you only have your own hands and feet.
It helps when / if other people are able / willing to help, for sure.
But in the end, you're the only person you got at 3a.
yeah, for sure
Just offering my insight - I like you a lot dude - I wanna see you come out on top
thanks folk
appreciate it, m8
just lookin out
but im pretty fucked up
We're all fucked.
It's all fucked.
I just wanted to pipe in and ramble because, like I said, I can't trust anyone to do or mean anything they say - and because people have been saying ""look on the bright side"" my whole life, and I've developed a pretty deep running fear that whatever's ""wrong"" with me ( and my negative outlook ) isn't ""fixable"".
But I can ""fix me"" ( or try ) until my own company is at least tolerable in this mess.
Because I can't stress enough how important or how hard it is to value and take care of **yourself**, *first*.
can't say we're all fucked
some are, some don't
but sure i am
X to doubt - if I've learned anything, it's that we're all dealing with some fucked up aspect of this mess or another
Just be careful with **math** because numbers can be **decisive**
of course we're all dealing with problems
but doesn't mean everyone has the same problems
some have worst problems than others
No - but if everything *is* fucked, then we're all dealing with symptoms of it - ergo we're **all** fucked
Not all as much as others or vice versa - we're all dealing with different shit, for sure.
yeah sort of
Great year so far
Guess what
got the news my uncle just died
I'm so sorry dude. . .
ty
I'm sorry to hear that, my grandfather died a few days ago as well, it is hard to cope with at times but as long as they arent suffering
sorry about that
Appreciate it. How are you holding up?
A bit shocked, but I'll feel worse in a minute notice
Hang in there, its tough, but think how our loved ones would want us to feel
we're all sad
specially my cousins
he was 63
their mother disappeared a long time ago. Found her body on a bathtub