Message from @AKAlexei
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She did something that really betrayed my trust in her and I did something that betrayed hers
I hate myself for it, to the core
Most nights I cry myself to sleep because of how bad I feel
I'm ready to forgive her and get things back on track
Shes having a hard time doing the same
Things have been really, really awkward
Whenever we talk about the baby, we feel good and things seem great but when we try to talk about us, it's not so much
I want to reignite that spark in her; that passion she had for me
I want to get her to come to the decision that this is worthwhile and that we can work past all our shit
She's trying to figure out how I can do that, but she just doesn't know
Each day that we don't is torture though
I'm getting frustrated and not coping well
I don't know what I can do
I could use the support of my brothers right now
Fuck me
I'm to be honest right now
This sound really bad
It is
I hate myself every day for what I did; she and I function in what you might refer to as an alternative relationship structure. We had some ground rules and I broke them when she broke my trust... and in turn, i broke her trust...
She's constantly thinking about how she can get past things
But it's like she's ready to do a HALO jump
But can't bring herself to acknowledge the green light
Did you tried theraphy?
I'm in therapy actually
But she's not ready to go with me
I'm looking for suggestions as to how I can encourage her mind to take this opportunity with me again
I mean, y'all must've had relationships before where you've fucked up and had to do something important to fix it
If she cares she will do it
She need to know that you want to be with her and this therapis is going to help you both be happy togeder
Perhaps you're right
Thanks
And if she cares about kid kid should have father and you will be MVP at being father my man
I would die for that kid. And I would live for him too.
Even i know that i'm sure you will be a great father
Thank you
Well I haven't slept yet
Two nights of waking up freaking out or just not sleeping
I feel you same here
That being said, Alexei don't sweat the small shit, you're gonma be a good dad. Just make sure the kid knows you love him
@DAnteForneus shit sucks my dude