I'm not gonna say you can't have any sexual contact yo be safe, just know that if something happens it's not the end of the world

It's easy to play it safe. Dont sleep around too much, wear a condom and get checked

I changed condom 3 times during sex

And always checked if it snaped or something

If I get a disease, I'll probably die lol

What do you do when you're getting super anxious and worried about something?

try to get your mind off of it, go play a agme or workout of rear a book

I feel ashamed, a disgrace to myself and my family

Get drunk

Lay down

Sleep it off

Prob the bigest shit I've done in my life so far

Lmao if that's the biggest thing you're doing fine

lol

IF I already don't have a disease

lol

I even let her kiss my mouth

Harn how old are you

Holy Balor...

19

At your age I was full on committing crimes like a hood eat lmao

*rat

Just get checked

Most likely you're fine

On the off chance you're notn

You deal with it. There are treatments available

Not for AIDS

There isn't a cure for it

You're thinking worst case senarios

go get checked man

I know

Fuck I1m crying

Shit

Sorry

brb

Bro its fine man xD

Just calm down

Ur overthinking a little

Yeah, take a breather man, or take a cool shower

Def not the worst thing you could have done dude

Cost benefit here of thing going wrong. Worst case you get a treatable disease. Best case you had an experience. Now you know what it was like and will be able to use that data to make future decisions.