@Foxhound lol

@Sir Harndes I'm assuming that is because of porn. The image portrayed in porn of sex is different from real life (sounding like a bommer here) but the thought of paying someone to have sex sounds good at first, but you still lack the emotional connection. It will still feel good (physically at least) because you are sticking your dick in something.

Seriously though beyond moral reasons try not to sleep with random people. Playing with fire is fun till you get burnt

I hate myself

Why?

Did a fucking bad decision

Everyone does,

Yeah but this can compromise my health. Not something you play with, as he said before

Yo

Life is about having fun man

Sometimes you gotta take a chance like that.

But.

Be safe about it

It's that easy. I've fallen into bed with people before too. It happens.

What do you mean "easy"?

At first it sounds like you did something really bad, but its nervousnes. If you take it easy you will notice that the heaviest judgement Will be yourself

Just be safe and you can have fun.

I'm not gonna say you can't have any sexual contact yo be safe, just know that if something happens it's not the end of the world

It's easy to play it safe. Dont sleep around too much, wear a condom and get checked

I changed condom 3 times during sex

And always checked if it snaped or something

If I get a disease, I'll probably die lol

What do you do when you're getting super anxious and worried about something?

try to get your mind off of it, go play a agme or workout of rear a book

I feel ashamed, a disgrace to myself and my family

Get drunk

Lay down

Sleep it off

Prob the bigest shit I've done in my life so far

Lmao if that's the biggest thing you're doing fine

lol

IF I already don't have a disease

lol

I even let her kiss my mouth

Harn how old are you

Holy Balor...

19

At your age I was full on committing crimes like a hood eat lmao

*rat

Just get checked

Most likely you're fine