Message from @INNYGMATYK

Discord ID: 632285465336086542


2019-10-11 16:41:38 UTC  

Probs jealous of your sweet threads.

2019-10-11 16:47:26 UTC  

It's okay people say coco chip isn't good but we all know it's the best camo for every environment

2019-10-11 17:26:48 UTC  

Me right now

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/574290286340079626/632267873548763149/FB_IMG_1570814775815.jpg

2019-10-11 17:27:30 UTC  

just about same tbh

2019-10-11 17:29:44 UTC  

Broke it off with someone n now I have a giant knot in my chest. Fuck this gey shit

2019-10-11 17:35:57 UTC  

^^

2019-10-11 17:46:20 UTC  

I feel that though - I've been trying to break up with two girls for like, 3 months - it's fucking stupid g h e y .

2019-10-11 17:57:51 UTC  

I mean tbf I didn't want it to end but maybe it was for the best

2019-10-11 18:03:11 UTC  

Honestly, it's so hard to ever know.

Inconsistency **is** the biggest bitch though. . .

2019-10-11 18:18:11 UTC  

You ain't lyin

2019-10-11 18:22:14 UTC  

Real talk?

THAT'S what keeps pushing me to the edge.

How often everything is lining toward A, and then circumstance, or someone's incompetence, or you're own spontaneity drices things toward B.

Sometimes it's okay - roll with punches and all that.

But I'm so done being promised or told or expected to be one thing, coming up to it, and then, being. . . *heh* surprised.

The double edge is not beating myself up for being entitled to consistency. Trying to let go of the hold I had on order over chaos, or my comfortable mix of both.

But God. Damn. Man. . . Loosening the leash and swimming in everyone else's fucking river sounds a lot like surrender.

And I ain about it.

2019-10-11 18:22:39 UTC  

(I once wrote a gey that was THIIIS "_____________________" BIG)

2019-10-11 18:22:45 UTC  

oh fuck you.

2019-10-11 18:25:46 UTC  

It be like that

2019-10-11 18:26:37 UTC  

Full on big gey though, I'm just tired of opening up to someone and it getting thrown back in my face

2019-10-11 18:27:00 UTC  

More or less why I've always kept my shit to myself

2019-10-11 18:27:33 UTC  

It be like that too . . .

2019-10-11 18:36:04 UTC  

*When I fall asleep, dreaming/thinking about pedal-powered one man subs, propeller materials, shafts n gears etc (lol), and today, without a word or a peep out of my mouth, FB is suggesting ads for a powertrain shop that sells custom tail housings*


These things are fucking psychic
[Change My Mind]

2019-10-11 18:36:26 UTC  

You're not wrong

2019-10-11 18:36:42 UTC  

Yeah - but apparently I'm not scared enough either. . .

2019-10-11 19:51:15 UTC  

Youd be surprised at the technology thats kept under lock and key

2019-10-11 19:51:57 UTC  

One fuck time at work. I had no phone on me. Im talkinf about Mortal kombat to some dudes. They have their phone ya ?

2019-10-11 19:52:18 UTC  

So when i get home to check FB. 2 FUCKING ads for MK

2019-10-11 20:04:06 UTC  

y u p . . .

2019-10-11 20:04:20 UTC  

it really be some Black Mirror shit

2019-10-11 20:06:34 UTC  

^

2019-10-13 04:47:30 UTC  

@Hellhound6 the arctic patterns or the grey black and white colors and preferred in either the tiger or digital but they don't like that

2019-10-14 01:17:04 UTC  

Problem

2019-10-14 01:18:05 UTC  

My step kid is a vsco girl

2019-10-14 01:18:45 UTC  

A whut

2019-10-14 01:19:19 UTC  

What’s that

2019-10-14 01:21:22 UTC  

the whitest of all white girls

2019-10-14 01:21:27 UTC  

thats what vsco girls are

2019-10-14 01:28:53 UTC  
2019-10-14 03:59:08 UTC  

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/574290286340079626/633151785221226506/FB_IMG_1571005460234.jpg

2019-10-14 04:04:39 UTC  

what - no yoga pants?

I have a serious problem, not even being funny

2019-10-14 16:25:17 UTC  

Whats good

I have no filter between brain and mouth, and I ALWAYS have a tendency to say what's on my mind, no matter how BAD orr FUCKED UP it is...

2019-10-14 16:25:37 UTC  

Lmao