Message from @/K/owboy

Discord ID: 632256510264868864


2019-10-11 06:02:47 UTC  

Sorry man - I can only imagine what you're dealing with - I agree with you though - there ought to be more focus on keeping each other alive through all this shit going on

2019-10-11 06:02:54 UTC  

and yeah - beyond some trendy virtue signal

2019-10-11 06:03:03 UTC  

people rather give a vote or spend a dollar to "fix" what they think is wrong instead of actually taking action because of the laziness

2019-10-11 06:03:08 UTC  

(that's why I try to prioritize any of these channels)

2019-10-11 06:03:27 UTC  

the World runs on Gibmedats and Feelgoods in 2019

2019-10-11 06:03:31 UTC  

yeah if i post an instagram suicide is over!!!

2019-10-11 06:03:43 UTC  

YOU SAVED ALL THE TEENS MY DUDE!

2019-10-11 06:03:43 UTC  

instead of taking training or reaching out to people

2019-10-11 06:03:44 UTC  

PROPS

2019-10-11 06:04:39 UTC  

We gotta lean on eachother and reach out cause Christ knows that the higher ups couldn't give two shits

2019-10-11 06:04:45 UTC  

sadly both of these dudes were firemen too

2019-10-11 06:05:08 UTC  

and the fire department doesnt do any better than the average teenager by posting stupid social media posts and flyers

2019-10-11 06:05:32 UTC  

it really is a huge cultural problem that im surprised isnt more addressed

2019-10-11 06:06:57 UTC  

rant over ig i just needed to vent

2019-10-11 06:09:05 UTC  

Understandable, I hope your night gets better

2019-10-11 06:09:31 UTC  

thanks man. appreciate it

2019-10-11 06:10:15 UTC  

No problem :)

2019-10-11 06:22:04 UTC  

It's what this channel is here for meng - vent it all out

2019-10-11 08:15:51 UTC  

I'm very disgruntled that people I know have been shitting on two of my favorite camo patterns and no one is telling me anything besides "it's shit"

2019-10-11 12:30:19 UTC  

What patterns

2019-10-11 16:41:38 UTC  

Probs jealous of your sweet threads.

2019-10-11 16:47:26 UTC  

It's okay people say coco chip isn't good but we all know it's the best camo for every environment

2019-10-11 17:26:48 UTC  

Me right now

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/574290286340079626/632267873548763149/FB_IMG_1570814775815.jpg

2019-10-11 17:27:30 UTC  

just about same tbh

2019-10-11 17:29:44 UTC  

Broke it off with someone n now I have a giant knot in my chest. Fuck this gey shit

2019-10-11 17:35:57 UTC  

^^

2019-10-11 17:46:20 UTC  

I feel that though - I've been trying to break up with two girls for like, 3 months - it's fucking stupid g h e y .

2019-10-11 17:57:51 UTC  

I mean tbf I didn't want it to end but maybe it was for the best

2019-10-11 18:03:11 UTC  

Honestly, it's so hard to ever know.

Inconsistency **is** the biggest bitch though. . .

2019-10-11 18:18:11 UTC  

You ain't lyin

2019-10-11 18:22:14 UTC  

Real talk?

THAT'S what keeps pushing me to the edge.

How often everything is lining toward A, and then circumstance, or someone's incompetence, or you're own spontaneity drices things toward B.

Sometimes it's okay - roll with punches and all that.

But I'm so done being promised or told or expected to be one thing, coming up to it, and then, being. . . *heh* surprised.

The double edge is not beating myself up for being entitled to consistency. Trying to let go of the hold I had on order over chaos, or my comfortable mix of both.

But God. Damn. Man. . . Loosening the leash and swimming in everyone else's fucking river sounds a lot like surrender.

And I ain about it.

2019-10-11 18:22:39 UTC  

(I once wrote a gey that was THIIIS "_____________________" BIG)

2019-10-11 18:22:45 UTC  

oh fuck you.

2019-10-11 18:25:46 UTC  

It be like that

2019-10-11 18:26:37 UTC  

Full on big gey though, I'm just tired of opening up to someone and it getting thrown back in my face

2019-10-11 18:27:00 UTC  

More or less why I've always kept my shit to myself

2019-10-11 18:27:33 UTC  

It be like that too . . .

2019-10-11 18:36:04 UTC  

*When I fall asleep, dreaming/thinking about pedal-powered one man subs, propeller materials, shafts n gears etc (lol), and today, without a word or a peep out of my mouth, FB is suggesting ads for a powertrain shop that sells custom tail housings*


These things are fucking psychic
[Change My Mind]

2019-10-11 18:36:26 UTC  

You're not wrong

2019-10-11 18:36:42 UTC  

Yeah - but apparently I'm not scared enough either. . .