Message from @P I L L A R M A N

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2019-10-16 14:40:40 UTC  

We have kids that are attatched to each other but not actual siblings

2019-10-16 14:42:39 UTC  

Maybe just talk to her about it? Like bring up your concerns with it, like hey that was the past could we keep it there

2019-10-16 14:43:39 UTC  

Meh shes kinda a baby..

2019-10-16 14:43:55 UTC  

Hence why most of my problems just get shoved to the back of my mind

2019-10-16 14:49:56 UTC  

That's cancerous af dude. You gotta address it or it'll fester and eat away at you. I know from experience. Just bring it up in a soft or casual way

2019-10-16 14:50:36 UTC  

She's a attention whore, she wants attention negative or posative

2019-10-16 14:50:42 UTC  

I dump those bitches so fast

2019-10-16 14:51:36 UTC  

Last one constantly wanted to show me dick pic's and talk about all the people she had sex with, just to evoke a reaction. I'm not insecure about my dick or my ability to please a woman, but I don't wanna hear that shit, I don't talk about it I'm not that type of person.

2019-10-16 14:52:54 UTC  

Yeah I understand that feeling. Not enough time or energy to care about petty shit

2019-10-16 14:53:42 UTC  
2019-10-16 14:54:04 UTC  

Self pitying losers and people that are stuck in the past get dropped

2019-10-16 14:54:15 UTC  

Can't let these tards hold you back

2019-10-16 14:54:48 UTC  

Never let anyone hold you back king's and maybe the one queen we have., People wanna drag you down because they hate themselves and are really insecure, shit is wack., Don't be a wack mother fucker like them.

2019-10-16 14:55:02 UTC  

We should all aspire to raise each other up, but that doesn't coincide with human nature sadly.

2019-10-16 14:58:59 UTC  

horrs aren't worth getting caught up with

2019-10-16 14:59:10 UTC  

^

2019-10-16 14:59:35 UTC  

I did tell my girl when we started dating years ago that if she was holding me back Id cut her loose, and that I expected the same from her. Its been a good level of mutual understanding

2019-10-16 15:00:35 UTC  

I told my girl at the very start what my expectations are

2019-10-16 15:00:50 UTC  

and it works out fine because we have a mutual understanding of htis

2019-10-16 15:00:55 UTC  

and are emotionally independent

2019-10-16 15:01:03 UTC  

so it works out fine

2019-10-16 15:01:11 UTC  

clingy shit always falls apart

2019-10-16 15:01:26 UTC  

^ how relationships should be

2019-10-16 19:31:38 UTC  

being a hypochondriac sucks

2019-10-17 01:19:05 UTC  

Gf agreed to stop drinking for good.

2019-10-17 01:19:10 UTC  

I told her she's done.

2019-10-17 01:19:19 UTC  

And anyone that offers her alcohol is no longer her friend.

2019-10-17 01:19:26 UTC  

Great man

2019-10-17 01:19:29 UTC  

But it's hard to put someone on lock down when you're not there.

2019-10-17 01:19:45 UTC  

Her and I used to get absolutely trashed together.

2019-10-17 01:19:52 UTC  

And the end result was never good.

2019-10-17 01:20:43 UTC  

I stopped drinking because I knew what it was doing to me.

2019-10-17 01:20:51 UTC  

(imagine that, a marine quitting alcohol)

2019-10-17 01:21:17 UTC  

But she doesn't have the kind of self control and self discipline I have.

2019-10-17 01:21:25 UTC  

I'm hoping she means it this time.

2019-10-17 01:21:54 UTC  

She's looking at some real hefty paperwork right now over what happened yesterday. If that doesn't get it into her head, I don't know what will.

2019-10-18 20:37:17 UTC  

Brothers are you here

2019-10-18 20:37:30 UTC  

I am struggling to stop smoking

2019-10-18 20:38:11 UTC  

I'm sitting in front of a fucking cigarette box and fighting the urge to light a cigarette

2019-10-18 20:45:00 UTC  

Don't do it.

2019-10-18 20:45:08 UTC  

I mean, I have tried to quit and have failed.