Yh I know the feeling

Especially when you spend a month making a video for someone and they just say "k" as a reply

I'm like cmon I spent a month Most days not sleeping to make you something I've never done

And I have an issue knowing when I'm doing too much or too little

its just ironic considering im a fucking "adult performer" for a living yet genuinely getting legit male attention im terrible at.

i have a curse, if I actually like a guy, I'm ignored.

But if they like you they creep you out

Or they lose interest cause your not a challenge

if a guy likes me its just never mutual for me or i think they are boring

its usually the latter and then that boils down to a late of interest.

Yh you wouldn't like me

I'm too square

eh, dont just assume that.

honestly, im thinking you are probably too young.

but i dont want people just assuming thats all im looking into for people i talk to.

Well I'm such a magically awkward person I cock blocked myself with the help of Astronomical Physics and String theory

i wouldnt view that as cock blocking. i think thats hot.

Well most women see men going into topics of that nature or even graphic design as boring

Especially when you explain editing a video. Put a date to sleep

I live in front of a computer screen programming, seldomly going outside. I've managed to halt my odds entirly.

@Sebastian Lawe try plenty of fish or zoosk

I have

It doesnt work

Oh

Well I say don't search cause usually the person you want comes when you least expect it

Problem is I dont really meet new people.

oh then I dunno

I have small circle of friends, whom of which are all male.

Cause I'm semi social

But most the females I know are older or younger than

Me

I'm generally too buried in my work to leave the house.

You'll find someone

I'm not getting my hopes up :/

Both my younger sisters have more experience than me. Both in relationships.

Same

But again the best come when you least expect them to come

my steam name is LolaBohemia also.

for anyone who wants to add me

@LolaBohemia do you have a PS4

it will say that my personal library is only at 35 games but thats not including shared libraries