Message from @KingsDieTwice
Discord ID: 268651196305113098
yeah im self conscious as fuck from my last ex boyfriend. my last relationship was 2 yrs ago
I'm 20 and never had a serious relationship.
and any effort i make towards a guy now is never reciprocated.
Yh I know the feeling
Especially when you spend a month making a video for someone and they just say "k" as a reply
I'm like cmon I spent a month Most days not sleeping to make you something I've never done
And I have an issue knowing when I'm doing too much or too little
its just ironic considering im a fucking "adult performer" for a living yet genuinely getting legit male attention im terrible at.
i have a curse, if I actually like a guy, I'm ignored.
But if they like you they creep you out
Or they lose interest cause your not a challenge
if a guy likes me its just never mutual for me or i think they are boring
its usually the latter and then that boils down to a late of interest.
Yh you wouldn't like me
I'm too square
eh, dont just assume that.
honestly, im thinking you are probably too young.
but i dont want people just assuming thats all im looking into for people i talk to.
Well I'm such a magically awkward person I cock blocked myself with the help of Astronomical Physics and String theory
i wouldnt view that as cock blocking. i think thats hot.
Especially when you explain editing a video. Put a date to sleep
I live in front of a computer screen programming, seldomly going outside. I've managed to halt my odds entirly.
@Sebastian Lawe try plenty of fish or zoosk
I have
It doesnt work
Oh
Well I say don't search cause usually the person you want comes when you least expect it
Problem is I dont really meet new people.
oh then I dunno
I have small circle of friends, whom of which are all male.
Cause I'm semi social
But most the females I know are older or younger than
Me
I'm generally too buried in my work to leave the house.
You'll find someone
I'm not getting my hopes up :/
Both my younger sisters have more experience than me. Both in relationships.
Same
But again the best come when you least expect them to come
my steam name is LolaBohemia also.