Message from @heartattac

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2019-07-28 23:40:53 UTC  

Fun*

2019-07-28 23:40:55 UTC  

Like dude

2019-07-28 23:40:59 UTC  

This aint gonna help

2019-07-28 23:41:03 UTC  

I got sent twice

2019-07-28 23:41:07 UTC  

I had police barricade my house over a joke picture that someone saw out of context and I couldn't go back to school for a lil bit

2019-07-28 23:41:12 UTC  

Omg

2019-07-28 23:41:14 UTC  

Like uh

2019-07-28 23:41:21 UTC  

Ima bout to get personal but eh

2019-07-28 23:41:21 UTC  

SAME

2019-07-28 23:41:31 UTC  

My parents know about my anxiety and depression and stuff and they said

2019-07-28 23:41:32 UTC  

I almost got expelled

2019-07-28 23:41:32 UTC  

my parents threatened to send me to a hospital to "fix" me when I said I'm not catholic

2019-07-28 23:41:34 UTC  

Outright

2019-07-28 23:41:36 UTC  

Deal with it

2019-07-28 23:41:40 UTC  

In my senior year

2019-07-28 23:42:15 UTC  

and when I was delusional one of the things I was convinced of was that if I told anyone what was going on with me I would never be able to finish school or get into college

2019-07-28 23:42:30 UTC  

Oh same

2019-07-28 23:42:40 UTC  

I just smoke a lot of weed and cry

2019-07-28 23:42:42 UTC  

Gang gang

2019-07-28 23:42:59 UTC  

so I didn't tell people for months that I kept seeing bugs on my walls or cats running past my room

2019-07-28 23:43:10 UTC  

which were never real

2019-07-28 23:43:13 UTC  

Shit dude

2019-07-28 23:43:28 UTC  

I usually see eyes out my window

2019-07-28 23:43:41 UTC  

Ok so i can spill too

2019-07-28 23:43:50 UTC  

sure

2019-07-28 23:43:50 UTC  

A lot of times i see people standing around me

2019-07-28 23:43:50 UTC  

and in one case a 7 foot tall extremely emaciated guy just standing in my living room and my brain was telling me I had to keep looking at all the dark corners and couldn't turn the lights on otherwise something would kill me

2019-07-28 23:44:00 UTC  

Omg

2019-07-28 23:44:01 UTC  

Wait

2019-07-28 23:44:05 UTC  

Same

2019-07-28 23:44:06 UTC  

Wtf

2019-07-28 23:44:12 UTC  

Oh god :((

2019-07-28 23:44:19 UTC  

I'm doing much better now

2019-07-28 23:44:20 UTC  

lol

2019-07-28 23:44:23 UTC  

Cant relate

2019-07-28 23:44:29 UTC  

Same here. Usually happens at night

2019-07-28 23:44:33 UTC  

yeah

2019-07-28 23:44:57 UTC  

I see people just crowding around and then they start yelling at me and then go to whispering telling me to kill myself and shit like that

2019-07-28 23:45:03 UTC  

Great motivator to go to bed. I think 'well, if I'm going to die, I don't want to be awake for it's

2019-07-28 23:45:04 UTC  

another thing that made it rough was I was getting probably 12 seconds of actual sunlight a day that month

2019-07-28 23:45:14 UTC  

Damn man