which were never real

Shit dude

I usually see eyes out my window

Ok so i can spill too

sure

A lot of times i see people standing around me

and in one case a 7 foot tall extremely emaciated guy just standing in my living room and my brain was telling me I had to keep looking at all the dark corners and couldn't turn the lights on otherwise something would kill me

Omg

Wait

Same

Wtf

Oh god :((

I'm doing much better now

lol

Cant relate

Same here. Usually happens at night

yeah

I see people just crowding around and then they start yelling at me and then go to whispering telling me to kill myself and shit like that

Great motivator to go to bed. I think 'well, if I'm going to die, I don't want to be awake for it's

another thing that made it rough was I was getting probably 12 seconds of actual sunlight a day that month

Damn man

At least youre doing better now

so that wasn't great for my mental health at all

Uh im gonna say it

Alright

and I was also a winter athlete and of course coaches put a lot of pressure on everyone

My parents can be very emotionally abusive and shit and like

They dont do anything to help me

same with drama club

When they found out about the sexual abuse they sided with the abuser and got angry at me for not telling me and then thats when i kinda was like

Oh

You guys are that kinda fucked up

that fucking sucks

Who pingggg

Yeah it really does but

Idk

Its made me a stronger person

henlo

@contra (lemon demon) me

Carl

What's good man