Message from @heartattac
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Outright
Deal with it
In my senior year
and when I was delusional one of the things I was convinced of was that if I told anyone what was going on with me I would never be able to finish school or get into college
Oh same
I just smoke a lot of weed and cry
Gang gang
so I didn't tell people for months that I kept seeing bugs on my walls or cats running past my room
which were never real
Shit dude
I usually see eyes out my window
Ok so i can spill too
sure
A lot of times i see people standing around me
and in one case a 7 foot tall extremely emaciated guy just standing in my living room and my brain was telling me I had to keep looking at all the dark corners and couldn't turn the lights on otherwise something would kill me
Omg
Wait
Same
Wtf
Oh god :((
lol
Cant relate
Same here. Usually happens at night
yeah
I see people just crowding around and then they start yelling at me and then go to whispering telling me to kill myself and shit like that
Great motivator to go to bed. I think 'well, if I'm going to die, I don't want to be awake for it's
another thing that made it rough was I was getting probably 12 seconds of actual sunlight a day that month
Damn man
At least youre doing better now
so that wasn't great for my mental health at all
Uh im gonna say it
Alright
and I was also a winter athlete and of course coaches put a lot of pressure on everyone
My parents can be very emotionally abusive and shit and like
They dont do anything to help me
same with drama club
When they found out about the sexual abuse they sided with the abuser and got angry at me for not telling me and then thats when i kinda was like
Oh
You guys are that kinda fucked up
that fucking sucks