Message from @heartattac
Discord ID: 605182983577665568
my one friend stee showed a pic in an other discord of a pack of cigs that had a pic and a messaging saying "smoking wll kill your unborn child" and i commented saying "the only time ill ever encourage people to smoke" AND I GOT WARNED FOR THE COMMENT T_T
Well a lot of people find that stopping yourself from making suicide or death jokes can actually help you be more at peace with yourself and feel a little better on average
idk man . self deprecation has actually helped me come to terms with shit i cant control
that's one of the things I did to start trying to better myself when my mental health got to a point where I was hallucinating almost daily and delusional
wow my spelling
well yeah with certain stuff you can't control it's different
but like talking about killing yourself casually isn't that great for yourself
My problem is
My parents uh
Know
and obviously it isn't just gonna cure your depression to stop saying it
But sending someone to the mental hospital because they made a joke about feeling stabby is overkill
FACTS
yeah that is
They almost did that to me
Not dun
Fun*
Like dude
This aint gonna help
I got sent twice
I had police barricade my house over a joke picture that someone saw out of context and I couldn't go back to school for a lil bit
Omg
Like uh
Ima bout to get personal but eh
SAME
My parents know about my anxiety and depression and stuff and they said
I almost got expelled
my parents threatened to send me to a hospital to "fix" me when I said I'm not catholic
Outright
Deal with it
In my senior year
and when I was delusional one of the things I was convinced of was that if I told anyone what was going on with me I would never be able to finish school or get into college
Oh same
I just smoke a lot of weed and cry
Gang gang
so I didn't tell people for months that I kept seeing bugs on my walls or cats running past my room
which were never real
Shit dude
I usually see eyes out my window
Ok so i can spill too
sure