Message from @Equinox
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he behaves with too much confidence to be borderline imo
TRU
i acted like that when people left me, pre-cbd
I honestly think he has DPD.
he could have bpd with narcissistic characteristics?
^
He shows SO many fucking signs of having DPD
yeah
He's 100% bipolar
also DPD kinda requires a lack of self-esteem
then again
some people hate themselves privately
but publicly
I mean I'm open about my self hate
:P
i genuinely don't think he hates himself
are very confident
that voicemails vid makes me.. unsure
thats what makes me SO iffy is that these are private convos
im pretty sure hes got NPD
people with NPD have very codependent behaviors as well
but they're much more self-centered in them
and hes ripping himself apart in that "pity me for being shitty 😦 but love me anyway" bpd way
I filled out applications to volunteer for a few animal shelters and I'm torn because I have two that have responded to meeee *conflicted*
people with BPD tend to show more repentence
I mean, I won't pity him for being a shitty person.
He knew what he was doing.
He made his choices.
🤷
and self-awareness honestly
yeah thats true
i KNEW i was being horrible
he reeks of NPD to me
i also dissociate HARD when i split
idk how common that is
BPD you tend to have episodes and then feel regretful later
you can still have high levels of empathy
to the point of self-loathing
so for me it was a very self aware thing that i despised myself for hurting ppl i loved
dissociating is pretty common with any personality disorder