so

he showed a lot of bpd characteristics in the voicemail video

^^

the "if you dont want me, i understand" thats

he behaves with too much confidence to be borderline imo

TRU

i acted like that when people left me, pre-cbd

I honestly think he has DPD.

he could have bpd with narcissistic characteristics?

^

He shows SO many fucking signs of having DPD

yeah

He's 100% bipolar

also DPD kinda requires a lack of self-esteem

then again

some people hate themselves privately

but publicly

I mean I'm open about my self hate

:P

i genuinely don't think he hates himself

are very confident

that voicemails vid makes me.. unsure

thats what makes me SO iffy is that these are private convos

im pretty sure hes got NPD

private discussions

people with NPD have very codependent behaviors as well

but they're much more self-centered in them

and hes ripping himself apart in that "pity me for being shitty 😦 but love me anyway" bpd way

I filled out applications to volunteer for a few animal shelters and I'm torn because I have two that have responded to meeee *conflicted*

people with BPD tend to show more repentence

I mean, I won't pity him for being a shitty person.

He knew what he was doing.

He made his choices.

🤷

and self-awareness honestly

yeah thats true

i KNEW i was being horrible

he reeks of NPD to me

i also dissociate HARD when i split

idk how common that is

BPD you tend to have episodes and then feel regretful later